^What he said.
Also beware, well it doesn't sound like you've been doing it for that long but, eventually the comedown isn't just exhaustion/feeling shitty from exhaustion and low glucose but a bipolar-type syndrome complete with swings of hypomania and extreme lethargy. This goes away with time but its why most people choose to get on meds etc and also why its such a prone to relapse drug... hypomania = relapse to feel even GREATER plus your impulses are disinhibited... depression = use something else and then all of a sudden feeling "normal" and wanting to top up again with some coke... i dont know man, it is really a bad thing to keep doing, just stop now while its not too late yet.
Plus theres also the thing of, if you go hard like that for a month, take a month or 2 off, go hard again for a month etc. It might not be noticable for years but eventually that shit wears down on the mind and its even WORSE then when youd go on massive binges in the beginning, except there is no clear beginning or end..
Get help... not sure whats available in Egypt but even self prescribing something like Ritalin would help(so long as u dont end up IV'ing it, in which case its comparitavely just as terrible)
Also beware, well it doesn't sound like you've been doing it for that long but, eventually the comedown isn't just exhaustion/feeling shitty from exhaustion and low glucose but a bipolar-type syndrome complete with swings of hypomania and extreme lethargy. This goes away with time but its why most people choose to get on meds etc and also why its such a prone to relapse drug... hypomania = relapse to feel even GREATER plus your impulses are disinhibited... depression = use something else and then all of a sudden feeling "normal" and wanting to top up again with some coke... i dont know man, it is really a bad thing to keep doing, just stop now while its not too late yet.
Plus theres also the thing of, if you go hard like that for a month, take a month or 2 off, go hard again for a month etc. It might not be noticable for years but eventually that shit wears down on the mind and its even WORSE then when youd go on massive binges in the beginning, except there is no clear beginning or end..
Get help... not sure whats available in Egypt but even self prescribing something like Ritalin would help(so long as u dont end up IV'ing it, in which case its comparitavely just as terrible)