People ask me how I keep my marriage fresh....
Let me just say, variety really is the spice of life.
I thought I really had found our couple. Crazy about the girl, Keri, and also very hot for the guy, Kris. Things seem to be off lately. ..I feel as if we are a couple, as in all four of us....but recently it seems as if it's fading. Like we are old news. Keri/Kris came by last week after dinner and drinks and we stayed up late and played poker...I enjoyed myself. My Hubs had to be up early for work and a business trip so we decided to call it a night and they just seemed pissy about it...don't get me wrong I'm a nymphomaniac I truly believe...but we want more than sex from them. So that upset me.
Kris never texts me. I always initiate. Is it me? Is it Keri not wanting him to talk to me? Keri thinks my Hubs hates her...ugh...it's not true, if he didn't aggravate her in a joking way then he wouldn't like her.
There's a new potential couple they could be potentially hanging out w that I thought Kris disliked...I think he's using him to get w his girl. Ugh...Yes I'm jealous. Maybe a pity party for myself?
Anyways....I went over there last Saturday night and we fucked.
As in me, Kris, and Keri. Hubs was out of town. This is the second time...that during the threesome,Keri freaks out. Goes to the bathroom, just lays there and says finish to Kris, I've already came. Ugh....does she have reservations about him fucking me? Puts me in a awkward position...like I'm thinkin should I leave? But can't bc I live an hour and a half a away, and I'm too drunk. Ugh...and it's like he's not allowed to fuck me to orgasm, he has to switch to her, or jerk himself off. And both our husbands work together, and everyone basically knows we all fuck each other,and I don't care, but for some reason I'm given a mysterious name...that I'm Keri's girlfriend "Amy." Ugh....are they embarrassed of me. My weight has fluctuated so much...maybe I'm unattractive now?
I just feel like we are fading. It hurts. Nothing good can ever last for me it seems. The sex w them is incredible though...besides those Keri freak out moments. I even let her fuck my husband w Kris a couple of weeks ago in my bed while I was drunk outside, bc it's one of her fantasies. I thought it was hot knowing what was happening in my bedroom. I feel as if the roles w reversed..she would jump in her car and leave. Sigh.....
Please let this just be a lull in our relationship, bc I feel a little used. In a bad way.
Let me just say, variety really is the spice of life.
I thought I really had found our couple. Crazy about the girl, Keri, and also very hot for the guy, Kris. Things seem to be off lately. ..I feel as if we are a couple, as in all four of us....but recently it seems as if it's fading. Like we are old news. Keri/Kris came by last week after dinner and drinks and we stayed up late and played poker...I enjoyed myself. My Hubs had to be up early for work and a business trip so we decided to call it a night and they just seemed pissy about it...don't get me wrong I'm a nymphomaniac I truly believe...but we want more than sex from them. So that upset me.
Kris never texts me. I always initiate. Is it me? Is it Keri not wanting him to talk to me? Keri thinks my Hubs hates her...ugh...it's not true, if he didn't aggravate her in a joking way then he wouldn't like her.
There's a new potential couple they could be potentially hanging out w that I thought Kris disliked...I think he's using him to get w his girl. Ugh...Yes I'm jealous. Maybe a pity party for myself?
Anyways....I went over there last Saturday night and we fucked.
As in me, Kris, and Keri. Hubs was out of town. This is the second time...that during the threesome,Keri freaks out. Goes to the bathroom, just lays there and says finish to Kris, I've already came. Ugh....does she have reservations about him fucking me? Puts me in a awkward position...like I'm thinkin should I leave? But can't bc I live an hour and a half a away, and I'm too drunk. Ugh...and it's like he's not allowed to fuck me to orgasm, he has to switch to her, or jerk himself off. And both our husbands work together, and everyone basically knows we all fuck each other,and I don't care, but for some reason I'm given a mysterious name...that I'm Keri's girlfriend "Amy." Ugh....are they embarrassed of me. My weight has fluctuated so much...maybe I'm unattractive now?
I just feel like we are fading. It hurts. Nothing good can ever last for me it seems. The sex w them is incredible though...besides those Keri freak out moments. I even let her fuck my husband w Kris a couple of weeks ago in my bed while I was drunk outside, bc it's one of her fantasies. I thought it was hot knowing what was happening in my bedroom. I feel as if the roles w reversed..she would jump in her car and leave. Sigh.....
Please let this just be a lull in our relationship, bc I feel a little used. In a bad way.