I'm confused, I thought not being able to tell reality apart from your imagination is normal when tripping hard? Maybe you're confused what I mean by imagination, I just mean what is produced by the trip.
Like I had a hard time telling where I actually was compared to where I thought I was and I also I tore off an imaginary arm on accident and I actually felt it in my hand and hit myself with it, that was one of the weirdest things I've experienced. But all this seems like normal tripping, the point of ego death kind of means you accept an alternate reality and don't know what reality actually is anymore. I've had a trip where I was stuck in my head and cycling through hundreds of realities and only one of them was the real world, I've never had so much overload in my life, every reality went in every direction it could at once, like I was processing multiple decisions at once.
While recalling that trip I'm starting to think I'm still actually in it, weird. What if the last few years were just a trip.
What if all of reality, the entire Universe, is "just a trip" being had, perhaps on purpose perhaps via some magical accident, by the original single solitary lonely consciousness?
Read Philip K. Dick's novel UBIK. Also, the V.A.L.I.S trilogy. They will totally blow your mind.
Also consider the following ending monologue from Mark Twain's astounding final book "The Mysterious Stranger"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Mysterious_Stranger
...Mayhem ensues — witch trials, burnings, hangings, deaths and mass hysteria. Satan vanishes with a brief explanation:
"In a little while you will be alone in shoreless space, to wander its limitless solitudes without friend or comrade forever--for you will remain a thought, the only existent thought, and by your nature inextinguishable, indestructible. But I, your poor servant, have revealed you to yourself and set you free. Dream other dreams, and better!"
"Strange! that you should not have suspected years ago - centuries, ages, eons, ago! - for you have existed, companionless, through all the eternities."
"Strange, indeed, that you should not have suspected that your universe and its contents were only dreams, visions, fiction! Strange, because they are so frankly and hysterically insane - like all dreams: a God who could make good children as easily as bad, yet preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy, yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life, yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness unearned, yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels painless lives, yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice and invented hell - mouths mercy and invented hell - mouths Golden Rules, and forgiveness multiplied by seventy times seven, and invented hell; who mouths morals to other people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes, yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, then tries to shuffle the responsibility for man's acts upon man, instead of honorably placing it where it belongs, upon himself; and finally, with altogether divine obtuseness, invites this poor, abused slave to worship him!" . . .
"You perceive, now, that these things are all impossible except in a dream. You perceive that they are pure and puerile insanities, the silly creations of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaks - in a word, that they are a dream, and you the maker of it. The dream-marks are all present; you should have recognized them earlier."
"It is true, that which I have revealed to you; there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream - a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought - a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!"