1. Mushrooms. Lagor and people were there. I ate about 1.2 g maybe.
2. Acid. Peter and I each ate 1 tab. Night before winter break. Very intense mind but not too visual. Watched Spiderman 3 on the comedown. Went out to 3 trees after I think.
3. Acid. Peter, Charlie, Macmahill, Josh Green and more. We each ate 1 tab. Wandered around in the snow. Lots of snowballs thrown.
4. Mushrooms. I ate about ~1.8g. Lagor, Schulze ate more. Schoder, Kern, Charlie all had about 1.8.
5. Acid. Schoder, Joe Haydon, Macmahill I think. Each had 1 tab, played basketball and waited for them to kick in.
6. Acid. Schoder and I each ate 1.5 tabs. It was the night of Paddy Murphy selection.
7. Acid. Schoder, Kern, Johnny Ball, Wynn. Schoder and I had 2 tabs each, Johnny and Kern had 1.5 each. Wynn had 1 of the Futurama. Went to Gilson and Baha'i Temple. Wynn made comment about "Your actions incriminate you" when someone ran from a cop car.
8. Acid. Pat and I each had 2 tabs. Gilson, Baha'i, Choochoo train park.
9. Mushrooms. Schoder, Knott and I each ate 3 grams. Went to Gilson and found a great spot on the dog beach. Went to Evanston rocks spot when Hansen and Dynek gave us a ride and smoked with us. Ended the night at original spot. Talking about being 90 made me scared to get old.
10. Acid. Wynn and I. Ate 2 then biked over to his house and gave him 2. Chilled and smoked in his garage for a while waiting for onset. There was a huge thunderstorm outside, which was cool. Biked to 24-hour deli and stood outside for a while. Biked around town and on the New Trier track for a while. Great visuals there. Went to charlies and drank/messed with fireworks. Resulted in me getting a $50 ticket for underage consumption. Watched Law and Order til 5:15.
11. Acid. The last trip was on a Sunday, this was the following Thursday. Knott and I ate 2 each. Beghou sat and drank. We went to Chris Williamson's house and tripped in his backyard and basement. Rode around in the car for a while and went to Potbelly's. Nothing special.
12. Acid. With Schoder on the next Thursday after the previous trip. I ate 2.5 he ate 2. Walked around in Crow Island Woods. Awesome trip. Then went back to his house and it got shitty. A bunch of people were around and we had to sober up only 3 hours into the trip. Smoked a J on the way to Buff Joe's in the convertible and got so fucked up. Went back to Schoder's and chilled, smoked a lot and drank. Got stopped by a Winnetka cop on the way home.
13. Acid. Ate 2 tabs with Wynn and biked down the Green Bay Trail. Saw great fireflies at the Glencoe park. Went back to Wynn's and chilled in his dark garage. Sat there for about 30-45 minutes almost without talking. Went for a long walk and saw a cop in the alley who just said hello to us. Got back to his house and hung out in kitchen. Went up to his room to see his music studio setup. Here's where shit got wild. Smoked a fat joint out on his back porch. Felt the effects of light headedness and thought I might pass out. Walked to the garage to get my bike after saying goodbye to him and it seemed like an eternity but he then followed me out there and locked his own bike. That's how I knew something was wrong. Biked home by taking a left out of his driveway and literally got lost. Couldn't remember where I was or how to get home. Once I saw Natalie Stone's house I calmed down a little but was still so fucked up. I remember seeing leaves on trees and noticing they were all in fractal shapes of squares and rectangles. I found the thought of telling my parents I had rectangle vision amusing. At this point I realized there were voices that weren't my own talking in my head. They seemed to be vying for control of me. Once inside, I could barely calm down. I was a prisoner to my own thoughts. I looked into my mirror for a long time and seriously forgot which side I was on. At this point I seriously thought I had snapped. I thought of my options, telling my parents, going to the hospital for anti psychs, etc. I was terrified I had gone crazy. I leaned my head against my closet door and my eyes on each side could see the opposite rooms. My right eye could see inside my closet and my left could see my room. I swore I could feel both sides of my brain working to control both respective eyes. I tried to calm down but couldn't. Laying in my bed in the dark was uncomfortable because I could see the entire universe in my mind. Weather my eyes were closed or open at this point I do not know. I felt like it had been an eternity. I was having at points what can only be described as an out of body experience. I could literally see myself in third person. I texted wynn to confirm how long ago we smoked. It had only been 30 minutes, but felt like forever. I waited about 15 minutes and debated on the pros/cons of taking my reserve Klonopin. Ended up being miserable and needing to take the half. Then I was legitimately worried I had poisoned myself. I began to swear off all drugs. I was convinced/unconvinced that I had taken a drug besides acid, even though I have used these tabs before. I was trying to face the wall, but kept reaching out to make sure it was still there. I went to the bathroom to fill up a waterbottle. The trip was incredibly hard and nerve wracking. At this point I couldn't even remember if I had taken the half Klonopin to calm down. I noticed it was 3am by this point, and I was feeling more relaxed, more down to Earth. I believe I passed out at this point. I woke up feeling fine.
14. 2 tabs each, Wynn and I. Longboarded around Kenilworth waiting for them to kick. Had a great start but about 3 hours in Wynn flipped out. Told me he was "picking up an energy around me" and asked if I was gonna kill myself. I obviously would never but he clearly was in another universe. We split up, he went home and I longboarded through kenilworth and the green bay trail for about an hour and a half then hung with schoder and drove around. Last time I do acid with Wynn maybe forever.
15. 1/2 tab. Ate it alone at home in afternoon. Smoked buds and grilled. Went out later.
16. 1 tab. Took 1/2 tab and then another 1/2 at about the 1:30 mark.
17. 1 tab. Lollapalooza. Took 1/2 on the train with Schoder then took another 1/2 later in the day. Candyflipped.
18. 1 pinch mushrooms. Didn't really do shit.
19. 2 grams shrooms at lolla.
20. 1/2 tab acid after shrooms and with e and 1/2 tab again during Cypress Hill.
21. 1.7 grams shrooms, smoked at choochoo park and didn't do much else.
22. 11 grams truffles in Amsterdam. It was cold and raining. Walked around all night with Chuck and Kern, then saw a sex show. Huge body load that was pretty uncomfortable at times. Still had a great night.
23. I think 1 Tab. Sat in my room and around my house when the whole family was home. Pretty uneventful. Smoked a nice joint when everyone went to sleep and saw amazing patterning in the trees in the side yard.
24. 1/2 tab at Etzlers, then 1/2 again like 2.5 hours later at Pretty Lights New Years Eve. Also consumed 1 Green Equals and 1 Capsule Molly. Had an incredible night. Vicks vapor rub all over my body. Danced hard, but nothing crazy like Lolla.
25. 2 tabs at the castle with schoder. Dropped at about 3:30am when we were both very drunk. I think we had both consumed Cocaine that night too. Both took 1.5 then another .5 about 30 minutes later because I thought it wasn't worth saving. Had very intense visuals and talked all night until about 10am when kids started waking up. Then took 1mg Xanex and started drinking. Ended up staying up all day and going to Pour House to drink and watch football. Finally napped from like 6-8 before Old Crow.
26. Dropped 1 tab with Mitchell. He was bugging out a little I think. We chilled in Cone's room and vid chatted Chelsea Price for about an hour or 2 before Mitchell disappeared for the night. Again, we were both very drunk when consumed. It was after a Late Night at the house, so probably around 3:30am. Stayed up until about 9:30 before passing out. Nothing incredible, but I had a great long talk with Freeman basically the whole night while he was blowing Adderall.
27. Dropped 1 WOW with Kern and Gerth. Kern and I dropped another each about 30 mins later. Nothing special. This was around 1am, so we were hanging with kids all night. Got it in with wish a few hours later after a pretty uneventful night just smoking at the house and calling goats over. Not really the best visuals by any means, but the headspace and body high were nice. I would take 3 of these next time.
28. Dropped 4 WOW with Schoder, Kern took 3, Freeman had I think 3. Destroyed Peter's door. Chilled in Kern's room for a long time and then smoked and hung in Lucas's room listening to great music until about 7:45am then we all left. Talked to Mel for about 90 minutes on the phone then fell asleep.
29. Superfunk. Dropped the last 5 WOW with Montini (2.5 each). Had a great lineup that was super funny. I thought it would be depressing and negative feeling but it was actually a blast. Smoked a bunch and just sat back and watched. Great night.
30. The next night. Had 4 tabs from Mitchell and took 1, gave 1.5 each to Ball and Winship. It didn't hit me as hard but they seemed to love it. It was Winship's first time so I'm sure he really blasted off.
31. Diplo in Columbus. Candyflipped.
32. Next night. Dosed with Mac, then secretly dosed Kern in a shot. We all did more and then Ted and Joe asked for some. Very fun night. Morgan's 21st.
33. Dropped 3 with Schoder and Gerst after coming back from uptown. Did some Gascid late in the trip (~7am) with Schoder and blacked out multiple times. Would like to try it again closer to the peak though.
2. Acid. Peter and I each ate 1 tab. Night before winter break. Very intense mind but not too visual. Watched Spiderman 3 on the comedown. Went out to 3 trees after I think.
3. Acid. Peter, Charlie, Macmahill, Josh Green and more. We each ate 1 tab. Wandered around in the snow. Lots of snowballs thrown.
4. Mushrooms. I ate about ~1.8g. Lagor, Schulze ate more. Schoder, Kern, Charlie all had about 1.8.
5. Acid. Schoder, Joe Haydon, Macmahill I think. Each had 1 tab, played basketball and waited for them to kick in.
6. Acid. Schoder and I each ate 1.5 tabs. It was the night of Paddy Murphy selection.
7. Acid. Schoder, Kern, Johnny Ball, Wynn. Schoder and I had 2 tabs each, Johnny and Kern had 1.5 each. Wynn had 1 of the Futurama. Went to Gilson and Baha'i Temple. Wynn made comment about "Your actions incriminate you" when someone ran from a cop car.
8. Acid. Pat and I each had 2 tabs. Gilson, Baha'i, Choochoo train park.
9. Mushrooms. Schoder, Knott and I each ate 3 grams. Went to Gilson and found a great spot on the dog beach. Went to Evanston rocks spot when Hansen and Dynek gave us a ride and smoked with us. Ended the night at original spot. Talking about being 90 made me scared to get old.
10. Acid. Wynn and I. Ate 2 then biked over to his house and gave him 2. Chilled and smoked in his garage for a while waiting for onset. There was a huge thunderstorm outside, which was cool. Biked to 24-hour deli and stood outside for a while. Biked around town and on the New Trier track for a while. Great visuals there. Went to charlies and drank/messed with fireworks. Resulted in me getting a $50 ticket for underage consumption. Watched Law and Order til 5:15.
11. Acid. The last trip was on a Sunday, this was the following Thursday. Knott and I ate 2 each. Beghou sat and drank. We went to Chris Williamson's house and tripped in his backyard and basement. Rode around in the car for a while and went to Potbelly's. Nothing special.
12. Acid. With Schoder on the next Thursday after the previous trip. I ate 2.5 he ate 2. Walked around in Crow Island Woods. Awesome trip. Then went back to his house and it got shitty. A bunch of people were around and we had to sober up only 3 hours into the trip. Smoked a J on the way to Buff Joe's in the convertible and got so fucked up. Went back to Schoder's and chilled, smoked a lot and drank. Got stopped by a Winnetka cop on the way home.
13. Acid. Ate 2 tabs with Wynn and biked down the Green Bay Trail. Saw great fireflies at the Glencoe park. Went back to Wynn's and chilled in his dark garage. Sat there for about 30-45 minutes almost without talking. Went for a long walk and saw a cop in the alley who just said hello to us. Got back to his house and hung out in kitchen. Went up to his room to see his music studio setup. Here's where shit got wild. Smoked a fat joint out on his back porch. Felt the effects of light headedness and thought I might pass out. Walked to the garage to get my bike after saying goodbye to him and it seemed like an eternity but he then followed me out there and locked his own bike. That's how I knew something was wrong. Biked home by taking a left out of his driveway and literally got lost. Couldn't remember where I was or how to get home. Once I saw Natalie Stone's house I calmed down a little but was still so fucked up. I remember seeing leaves on trees and noticing they were all in fractal shapes of squares and rectangles. I found the thought of telling my parents I had rectangle vision amusing. At this point I realized there were voices that weren't my own talking in my head. They seemed to be vying for control of me. Once inside, I could barely calm down. I was a prisoner to my own thoughts. I looked into my mirror for a long time and seriously forgot which side I was on. At this point I seriously thought I had snapped. I thought of my options, telling my parents, going to the hospital for anti psychs, etc. I was terrified I had gone crazy. I leaned my head against my closet door and my eyes on each side could see the opposite rooms. My right eye could see inside my closet and my left could see my room. I swore I could feel both sides of my brain working to control both respective eyes. I tried to calm down but couldn't. Laying in my bed in the dark was uncomfortable because I could see the entire universe in my mind. Weather my eyes were closed or open at this point I do not know. I felt like it had been an eternity. I was having at points what can only be described as an out of body experience. I could literally see myself in third person. I texted wynn to confirm how long ago we smoked. It had only been 30 minutes, but felt like forever. I waited about 15 minutes and debated on the pros/cons of taking my reserve Klonopin. Ended up being miserable and needing to take the half. Then I was legitimately worried I had poisoned myself. I began to swear off all drugs. I was convinced/unconvinced that I had taken a drug besides acid, even though I have used these tabs before. I was trying to face the wall, but kept reaching out to make sure it was still there. I went to the bathroom to fill up a waterbottle. The trip was incredibly hard and nerve wracking. At this point I couldn't even remember if I had taken the half Klonopin to calm down. I noticed it was 3am by this point, and I was feeling more relaxed, more down to Earth. I believe I passed out at this point. I woke up feeling fine.
14. 2 tabs each, Wynn and I. Longboarded around Kenilworth waiting for them to kick. Had a great start but about 3 hours in Wynn flipped out. Told me he was "picking up an energy around me" and asked if I was gonna kill myself. I obviously would never but he clearly was in another universe. We split up, he went home and I longboarded through kenilworth and the green bay trail for about an hour and a half then hung with schoder and drove around. Last time I do acid with Wynn maybe forever.
15. 1/2 tab. Ate it alone at home in afternoon. Smoked buds and grilled. Went out later.
16. 1 tab. Took 1/2 tab and then another 1/2 at about the 1:30 mark.
17. 1 tab. Lollapalooza. Took 1/2 on the train with Schoder then took another 1/2 later in the day. Candyflipped.
18. 1 pinch mushrooms. Didn't really do shit.
19. 2 grams shrooms at lolla.
20. 1/2 tab acid after shrooms and with e and 1/2 tab again during Cypress Hill.
21. 1.7 grams shrooms, smoked at choochoo park and didn't do much else.
22. 11 grams truffles in Amsterdam. It was cold and raining. Walked around all night with Chuck and Kern, then saw a sex show. Huge body load that was pretty uncomfortable at times. Still had a great night.
23. I think 1 Tab. Sat in my room and around my house when the whole family was home. Pretty uneventful. Smoked a nice joint when everyone went to sleep and saw amazing patterning in the trees in the side yard.
24. 1/2 tab at Etzlers, then 1/2 again like 2.5 hours later at Pretty Lights New Years Eve. Also consumed 1 Green Equals and 1 Capsule Molly. Had an incredible night. Vicks vapor rub all over my body. Danced hard, but nothing crazy like Lolla.
25. 2 tabs at the castle with schoder. Dropped at about 3:30am when we were both very drunk. I think we had both consumed Cocaine that night too. Both took 1.5 then another .5 about 30 minutes later because I thought it wasn't worth saving. Had very intense visuals and talked all night until about 10am when kids started waking up. Then took 1mg Xanex and started drinking. Ended up staying up all day and going to Pour House to drink and watch football. Finally napped from like 6-8 before Old Crow.
26. Dropped 1 tab with Mitchell. He was bugging out a little I think. We chilled in Cone's room and vid chatted Chelsea Price for about an hour or 2 before Mitchell disappeared for the night. Again, we were both very drunk when consumed. It was after a Late Night at the house, so probably around 3:30am. Stayed up until about 9:30 before passing out. Nothing incredible, but I had a great long talk with Freeman basically the whole night while he was blowing Adderall.
27. Dropped 1 WOW with Kern and Gerth. Kern and I dropped another each about 30 mins later. Nothing special. This was around 1am, so we were hanging with kids all night. Got it in with wish a few hours later after a pretty uneventful night just smoking at the house and calling goats over. Not really the best visuals by any means, but the headspace and body high were nice. I would take 3 of these next time.
28. Dropped 4 WOW with Schoder, Kern took 3, Freeman had I think 3. Destroyed Peter's door. Chilled in Kern's room for a long time and then smoked and hung in Lucas's room listening to great music until about 7:45am then we all left. Talked to Mel for about 90 minutes on the phone then fell asleep.
29. Superfunk. Dropped the last 5 WOW with Montini (2.5 each). Had a great lineup that was super funny. I thought it would be depressing and negative feeling but it was actually a blast. Smoked a bunch and just sat back and watched. Great night.
30. The next night. Had 4 tabs from Mitchell and took 1, gave 1.5 each to Ball and Winship. It didn't hit me as hard but they seemed to love it. It was Winship's first time so I'm sure he really blasted off.
31. Diplo in Columbus. Candyflipped.
32. Next night. Dosed with Mac, then secretly dosed Kern in a shot. We all did more and then Ted and Joe asked for some. Very fun night. Morgan's 21st.
33. Dropped 3 with Schoder and Gerst after coming back from uptown. Did some Gascid late in the trip (~7am) with Schoder and blacked out multiple times. Would like to try it again closer to the peak though.