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Greenlighter
Hey everyone, first time posting here--but have been lurking for quite awhile now. I'm a 20 year old college student and had never tried drugs until the age of 18. First experience was with marijuana and to this day I find it to be my DOC and by far the most compelling and hardest to avoid. I tried Meth, H, coke, benzos, and E all about one or two times and never could quite understand why they are so addictive.
Meth-
Worst experience of my life to this day... smoked about a gram my first time (probably burned a lot of it though due to inexperience and familiarity with lighting a bowl of weed) over the course of 24 hours and was soooo fucked up. I was up for 4 days while my roommate watched me tweak around day 3 and look all around my room convinced there were drugs to be thrown in the toilet. The comedown was unbelievably bad and I went through the whole thing without any other drugs. Never will try again.
H-
A better experience by far. I sniffed about .6 grams over the course of a day while watching trainspotting. Was a nice feeling but I didn't like how sedated it made me feel and how it made me not care about anything I was watching. I guess if someone was very depressed and didn't want to feel anything it would have been attractive, but just not for me. On a side note, when I was very depressed I made the terrible decision of stealing some of my dad's oxycodone and found that 20mg of it was one of the most fun experiences ever.. (better than the H) but sober me confessed to him about it and now I will probably never have a source of them again
Coke-
Not a fan of this one. Tried multiple times and despise the short high (like less than 30 minutes) which makes you keep re=dosing. Would much rather take adderall as an upper as opposed to coke.
Benzos-
Did xanax (2 mg) about 10-20 times (I suffer from major anxiety) and found it to be very helpful for panic attacks but also that it makes me a complete idiot. My parents once caught me off 4 mg of it and took videos of me slurring words and being completely blacked.. not fun to rewatch sober.
E-
Tried twice. First time was a point of molly but wasn't enough for me to "roll". It made me really happy and drowsy but I don't think that I experienced the full effects. Second time was pills that were bonk. Waste of $40.
To this day, I wake up thinking about smoking weed every day. I'm just curious if anyone else has had this occur? Their DOC being a non-physically dependent substance but so psychologically addicting that they'd prefer it over the hardest opiates and amphetamines. I guess I may be considered "lucky" that my DOC is marijuana, but damn I thought I'd like the other stuff so much more when most were just a disappointment or too damn intense.
Please share your experiences
Meth-
Worst experience of my life to this day... smoked about a gram my first time (probably burned a lot of it though due to inexperience and familiarity with lighting a bowl of weed) over the course of 24 hours and was soooo fucked up. I was up for 4 days while my roommate watched me tweak around day 3 and look all around my room convinced there were drugs to be thrown in the toilet. The comedown was unbelievably bad and I went through the whole thing without any other drugs. Never will try again.
H-
A better experience by far. I sniffed about .6 grams over the course of a day while watching trainspotting. Was a nice feeling but I didn't like how sedated it made me feel and how it made me not care about anything I was watching. I guess if someone was very depressed and didn't want to feel anything it would have been attractive, but just not for me. On a side note, when I was very depressed I made the terrible decision of stealing some of my dad's oxycodone and found that 20mg of it was one of the most fun experiences ever.. (better than the H) but sober me confessed to him about it and now I will probably never have a source of them again
Coke-
Not a fan of this one. Tried multiple times and despise the short high (like less than 30 minutes) which makes you keep re=dosing. Would much rather take adderall as an upper as opposed to coke.
Benzos-
Did xanax (2 mg) about 10-20 times (I suffer from major anxiety) and found it to be very helpful for panic attacks but also that it makes me a complete idiot. My parents once caught me off 4 mg of it and took videos of me slurring words and being completely blacked.. not fun to rewatch sober.
E-
Tried twice. First time was a point of molly but wasn't enough for me to "roll". It made me really happy and drowsy but I don't think that I experienced the full effects. Second time was pills that were bonk. Waste of $40.
To this day, I wake up thinking about smoking weed every day. I'm just curious if anyone else has had this occur? Their DOC being a non-physically dependent substance but so psychologically addicting that they'd prefer it over the hardest opiates and amphetamines. I guess I may be considered "lucky" that my DOC is marijuana, but damn I thought I'd like the other stuff so much more when most were just a disappointment or too damn intense.
Please share your experiences
