I wrote out my story, well not A story, MY life story and all the shit I've been through. I don't like thinking, or talking or writing about it at all so this was a huge step for me. More so that it was written in a public place where anyone can see it is even more huge for me as I have never shared anything about me in whole before.
I am not in the best place right now because of rehashing it but it needed to get out and hopefully it can be worked on and such.
Not much else to do when a psychiatrist is just out to diagnose and not counsel.
I wish I was able to talk with the person from my past to see how she's doing but its like she vanished off the face of this earth. I'm worried she may have killed herself/died. That or she just doesn't want to be found or she got married and her last name has changed or she changed her name or SOMETHING.
*sigh*
Well now my girlfriend took 2 pills for pain the other night and now today she has flu like symptoms. She's not sure if its just the flu or from taking the pills that were from January 2011. I told her that pills not stored correctly and/or held onto for a long while when ingested can cause flu like symptoms, it can cause adverse effects that can also land you in the hospital. We're not sure what's going on right now. I just hope she's better by morning or at least some time tomorrow.
I feel the need to write more but I have nothing else to say. Oh well.
Night all.![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I am not in the best place right now because of rehashing it but it needed to get out and hopefully it can be worked on and such.
Not much else to do when a psychiatrist is just out to diagnose and not counsel.
I wish I was able to talk with the person from my past to see how she's doing but its like she vanished off the face of this earth. I'm worried she may have killed herself/died. That or she just doesn't want to be found or she got married and her last name has changed or she changed her name or SOMETHING.
*sigh*
Well now my girlfriend took 2 pills for pain the other night and now today she has flu like symptoms. She's not sure if its just the flu or from taking the pills that were from January 2011. I told her that pills not stored correctly and/or held onto for a long while when ingested can cause flu like symptoms, it can cause adverse effects that can also land you in the hospital. We're not sure what's going on right now. I just hope she's better by morning or at least some time tomorrow.
I feel the need to write more but I have nothing else to say. Oh well.
Night all.
