been prescribed stims all throughout law school and diagnosed ADHD with anxiety, yet my family has resented me for my stim use and claims I was just high all the time, but law school was brutal for me to get through. Anyway, I wanted to quit Lexapro because I felt trapped in my lethargic mind and was way too irritable. I filled Addy XR 25 with klonopin to wean off the Lexapro and the first day has been amazing. My gf called and fought with me over not going to take her dog to the vet, and instead of just taking it, I fought back and I'm guessing Lexapro had me way too sedated.
So Im prescribed Klonopin to help with SSRI withdrawals and now I'm reading some posts that I can be putting myself at risk for another addiction and withdrawal with klonopin. Every time I've tried to cold turkey both addy xr 25 and lexapro 10 mg meds I couldn't leave my bed and was extremely angry. I got a girlfriend telling me I don't care about her anymore, a brother judging me for using my Addy XR Klonopin and weaning off Lex, and all I'm trying to do is do well on my interview Monday. The both of them are telling me job isn't gunna make you happy if you're still messed up etc, but I'd like to think my circumstance will get better and I can move out and get away from house that causes my depression here. Either I'm trapped with a crappy manipulative gf and toxic jealous family, or I've lost it and i'm insane. My bar exam result come out soon, so hopefully I passed and I can have something to give me reason to get better again, yet don't feel bad about my routine right now. Just venting here
So Im prescribed Klonopin to help with SSRI withdrawals and now I'm reading some posts that I can be putting myself at risk for another addiction and withdrawal with klonopin. Every time I've tried to cold turkey both addy xr 25 and lexapro 10 mg meds I couldn't leave my bed and was extremely angry. I got a girlfriend telling me I don't care about her anymore, a brother judging me for using my Addy XR Klonopin and weaning off Lex, and all I'm trying to do is do well on my interview Monday. The both of them are telling me job isn't gunna make you happy if you're still messed up etc, but I'd like to think my circumstance will get better and I can move out and get away from house that causes my depression here. Either I'm trapped with a crappy manipulative gf and toxic jealous family, or I've lost it and i'm insane. My bar exam result come out soon, so hopefully I passed and I can have something to give me reason to get better again, yet don't feel bad about my routine right now. Just venting here
I agree with you getting away from toxic people and situation. Last thing you need right now is people telling you how you feel , what to do etc..,