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Bluelighter
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- Dec 21, 2012
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Hello all,
now I know there are a lot of forums with this topic and much research into it as well. But I wanted to get a personal opinion for me and my intentions as well as some success stories with people like me.
So the first thing to mention is that I am 16 months clean, so it's not like I am detoxing or in early recovery. I've worked my 12 steps and am about to start working with sponsee's.
But I still somewhat desire a trip on mushrooms, this time with only positive intentions, of course in a controlled environment with my friends, who are experienced with psychedelics. I still suffer from some depression and a good amount of anxiety, and desire one big spiritual experience, so these are my main motivators. And if I somehow have a bad trip, then I will not do it again.
Is this a bad idea? I feel pretty confident that it would be a positive experience, but was wondering of other peoples opinions. As well as some success stories that I would like to hear.
Thank you
now I know there are a lot of forums with this topic and much research into it as well. But I wanted to get a personal opinion for me and my intentions as well as some success stories with people like me.
So the first thing to mention is that I am 16 months clean, so it's not like I am detoxing or in early recovery. I've worked my 12 steps and am about to start working with sponsee's.
But I still somewhat desire a trip on mushrooms, this time with only positive intentions, of course in a controlled environment with my friends, who are experienced with psychedelics. I still suffer from some depression and a good amount of anxiety, and desire one big spiritual experience, so these are my main motivators. And if I somehow have a bad trip, then I will not do it again.
Is this a bad idea? I feel pretty confident that it would be a positive experience, but was wondering of other peoples opinions. As well as some success stories that I would like to hear.
Thank you