lilmissSierra69
Bluelighter
Old doors fill a room, confused and can't find a way out.
All doors tried are hidden memories I don't want to think about.
The past relives its self night and day, why wont this all just stop.
Numb and afraid, why must I still pay, please just make it stop.
Tainted feelings, tainted thoughts,
Keeps the past living and the present infected and caught.
Caught in what might happen, what i have been through.
Never opening up or trusting, always going to lose.
Afraid of being happy, afraid of being treated good,
Wondering when I'll get hurt, starting to think I should.
Drowning in my tears, can somebody help me,
and pull me from my fears, please show me the way.
I can't escape these walls I've built around myself.
I've left my heart at home, sitting on my shelf.
I don't even trust myself, what I think or what I say.
I deeply despise this game, that I'm forced to play.
All doors tried are hidden memories I don't want to think about.
The past relives its self night and day, why wont this all just stop.
Numb and afraid, why must I still pay, please just make it stop.
Tainted feelings, tainted thoughts,
Keeps the past living and the present infected and caught.
Caught in what might happen, what i have been through.
Never opening up or trusting, always going to lose.
Afraid of being happy, afraid of being treated good,
Wondering when I'll get hurt, starting to think I should.
Drowning in my tears, can somebody help me,
and pull me from my fears, please show me the way.
I can't escape these walls I've built around myself.
I've left my heart at home, sitting on my shelf.
I don't even trust myself, what I think or what I say.
I deeply despise this game, that I'm forced to play.
