Hey there people,
Well, I've been meaning to try these tramadol tablets a friend gave me a few weeks ago. Been going through heavy midterms, exams and finals, and postponed the experience.
Previous drug experience: A lot. an opiate virgin, though.
I opened this thread last week I think http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=398381
and this is what happened:
Woke up today @ 3 pm after a night of moderate drinking with some college friends. Not my closest friends, but it was a chill night. beer, some girls around, a drinking game. Quite childish, actually, but it was...well, mildly fun. A friend of mine gave me a 2mg clonazepam tab (as of late, people tend to just give me drugs for free, I don't know what the fuck is up with that, but I'll take it...good karma, perhaps?) and downed it with beer. as expected, I got ultra relaxed, even if I was relaxed to begin with, I rarely have anxiety.
woke up today and decided to go with the tramadol. I still feel the 2mg of clonazepam quite strongly, but I have read tramadol and benzos have a good synergy, so what the fuck.
set and setting: Alone at home (I live alone, anyway). Relaxed and going, all in all, through a quite positive period of my life. sunny day outside, spring is showing its first lovely effects. I live in Buenos Aires, by the way.
listening to chill out music. Soma FM groove salad, to be exact.
T:0:00 down 500mg of Ascorbic Acid along with two 50mg tramadol tablets. the tablets are pink and round with some white specks... if they were smaller and non scored, they'd look like Es...
T:0:00 - 0:20: I do my daily meditation. I use the Sudarshan Kriya tecniche ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudarshan_Kriya ).
t: +0:30 I start writting this trip report. at this point, I'm feeling a little energized, this explains why I'm writing a report of this, and have never gotten around to write another trip report in my life, even If I've been around bluelight for more than 10 years. Even for more interesting substances/situations.
T: +0:45 I'm definitely feeling something other than the relaxation from the benzos. My body feels lighter. not MDMAesque lighter by a million miles, but lighter. I have a stupid smirk in my face, a half-smile.
T: 1:00 consider on downing another 50mg But decide to wait until the effects level off, whatever they may be. I feel content. but it could be placebo. let's wait a bit.
t: +1:00-1:30 : I play guitar for a while. I notice that while my hands work great, my voice is off pitch when I sing. I record a short video to confirm this, and yes, I'm singing even worse than usual, which is already pretty fucking bad. I'm used to having my neighbors (I live in a flat with paper-thin walls) bitching at me for playing guitar and singing, now I'd be ready to be kicked in the balls, for my performance. my body still feels light and I'm somewhat unbalanced when I walk. music sounds a bit deeper. Nothing to write home about.
Decide It's time for more. I take another 100mg of tramadol. that's it, now it's all gone.
I sporadically notice some nystagmus. could be my mind playing tricks on me, though. Waiting for those other 100mg to kick in, I alternate between guitar playing, chatting online and looking out the window. I can see the top of many tall buildings from my flat. Buenos aires is quite a beautiful city to look at from the heights. I notice pretty much all I'm doing is wasting time, but oddly, I don't feel bored at all. pseudo smile in my face still present. my breathing has become slightly deeper and slower. meditation by itself does this, but this is a couple notches higher.
I tried to eat something, but eating seems the last appealing thing to do, ever. And this is coming from someone who can actually force himself to eat on meth or coke.
T: +2:15
significant increase in "floaty" feeling. subjectively, I think of nothing. sort of a blank, total void in my head. not unpleasant, but not pleasant, either. my eyelids feel a bit heavier. no real euphoria at this point, however. just relaxation...
t: +2:40
my eyelids close every few minutes.
t: +3:00. had a fleeting sense of nausea. and the nystagmus has increased, quite weird, didn't expect this kind of side effect off this kind of drug. typing is not so easy anymore. My body feels warmer, like if I was under the sun in summer day. my mouth is dry.
T: +3:30 ... sort of mongy, can't described it any other way. I decide to go out and buy some beers and easy to eat foods. The walk to the supermarket was interesting. I could not feel any emotion. at all. Minimun human contact (supermarket cashier) was felt as intrascendent and a burden (I'm usually quite chatty).
t: +4:00 . some stomach discomfort, mildly bored and with an internal "I don't give a fuck about anything" feeling. I can't decide if I like this or not. Somehow, I feel that I'm at a threshold level and not breaking through. unfortunately, I have no other pills left.
t: +5:00 definitely the peak of the experience. Stomach disconfort got so annoying I went down and bought an anti spasmodic. Went to lie down on the couch, listening to music. This was IT. I felt like I couldn't think about anything other than bizarre images, shapes, faces that morphed, just like I had become an espectator to my brains free-associations. Not for one second, I thought about something bad or distressing. I didn't want or needed anything else. Contentment and comfort. I stayed there for a while as the nausea subsided. Got an urge to eat something sweet, went for a yoghurt... The couch experience reminded me a bit about a time when I tried poppy seed tea at a small dose. I was not happy with the effects, but it all made sense when I was lying down doing absolutely nothing.
T: +6:00 effects still going strong. I have decided that the best way to enjoy this is just simply lying down, doing fuck all. pretty blissful. Managed to eat something (first meal of the day) and hold it in. Going back to the couch now , which I have learned to love in the last few hours. My mobile has ringed a few imes and some msn contacts were trying to reach me but I just couldn't care less. I turn the phone off. This is, at least for me, a very egoistic drug.
T: +8:00 The effects are gradually subsiding. I'm mostly sleepy by now, nothing too special.
All in all, I think it was a pretty cool substance. It's obvious I underdosed a bit, and would try with more mgs the next time. Something tells me it might be the perfect way to make a gloomy sunday fly by.
I also understood how you could get hooked on this type of drug; it makes forgetting about anything so so easy...
Well, I've been meaning to try these tramadol tablets a friend gave me a few weeks ago. Been going through heavy midterms, exams and finals, and postponed the experience.
Previous drug experience: A lot. an opiate virgin, though.
I opened this thread last week I think http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=398381
and this is what happened:
Woke up today @ 3 pm after a night of moderate drinking with some college friends. Not my closest friends, but it was a chill night. beer, some girls around, a drinking game. Quite childish, actually, but it was...well, mildly fun. A friend of mine gave me a 2mg clonazepam tab (as of late, people tend to just give me drugs for free, I don't know what the fuck is up with that, but I'll take it...good karma, perhaps?) and downed it with beer. as expected, I got ultra relaxed, even if I was relaxed to begin with, I rarely have anxiety.
woke up today and decided to go with the tramadol. I still feel the 2mg of clonazepam quite strongly, but I have read tramadol and benzos have a good synergy, so what the fuck.
set and setting: Alone at home (I live alone, anyway). Relaxed and going, all in all, through a quite positive period of my life. sunny day outside, spring is showing its first lovely effects. I live in Buenos Aires, by the way.
listening to chill out music. Soma FM groove salad, to be exact.
T:0:00 down 500mg of Ascorbic Acid along with two 50mg tramadol tablets. the tablets are pink and round with some white specks... if they were smaller and non scored, they'd look like Es...
T:0:00 - 0:20: I do my daily meditation. I use the Sudarshan Kriya tecniche ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudarshan_Kriya ).
t: +0:30 I start writting this trip report. at this point, I'm feeling a little energized, this explains why I'm writing a report of this, and have never gotten around to write another trip report in my life, even If I've been around bluelight for more than 10 years. Even for more interesting substances/situations.
T: +0:45 I'm definitely feeling something other than the relaxation from the benzos. My body feels lighter. not MDMAesque lighter by a million miles, but lighter. I have a stupid smirk in my face, a half-smile.
T: 1:00 consider on downing another 50mg But decide to wait until the effects level off, whatever they may be. I feel content. but it could be placebo. let's wait a bit.
t: +1:00-1:30 : I play guitar for a while. I notice that while my hands work great, my voice is off pitch when I sing. I record a short video to confirm this, and yes, I'm singing even worse than usual, which is already pretty fucking bad. I'm used to having my neighbors (I live in a flat with paper-thin walls) bitching at me for playing guitar and singing, now I'd be ready to be kicked in the balls, for my performance. my body still feels light and I'm somewhat unbalanced when I walk. music sounds a bit deeper. Nothing to write home about.
Decide It's time for more. I take another 100mg of tramadol. that's it, now it's all gone.
I sporadically notice some nystagmus. could be my mind playing tricks on me, though. Waiting for those other 100mg to kick in, I alternate between guitar playing, chatting online and looking out the window. I can see the top of many tall buildings from my flat. Buenos aires is quite a beautiful city to look at from the heights. I notice pretty much all I'm doing is wasting time, but oddly, I don't feel bored at all. pseudo smile in my face still present. my breathing has become slightly deeper and slower. meditation by itself does this, but this is a couple notches higher.
I tried to eat something, but eating seems the last appealing thing to do, ever. And this is coming from someone who can actually force himself to eat on meth or coke.
T: +2:15
significant increase in "floaty" feeling. subjectively, I think of nothing. sort of a blank, total void in my head. not unpleasant, but not pleasant, either. my eyelids feel a bit heavier. no real euphoria at this point, however. just relaxation...
t: +2:40
my eyelids close every few minutes.
t: +3:00. had a fleeting sense of nausea. and the nystagmus has increased, quite weird, didn't expect this kind of side effect off this kind of drug. typing is not so easy anymore. My body feels warmer, like if I was under the sun in summer day. my mouth is dry.
T: +3:30 ... sort of mongy, can't described it any other way. I decide to go out and buy some beers and easy to eat foods. The walk to the supermarket was interesting. I could not feel any emotion. at all. Minimun human contact (supermarket cashier) was felt as intrascendent and a burden (I'm usually quite chatty).
t: +4:00 . some stomach discomfort, mildly bored and with an internal "I don't give a fuck about anything" feeling. I can't decide if I like this or not. Somehow, I feel that I'm at a threshold level and not breaking through. unfortunately, I have no other pills left.
t: +5:00 definitely the peak of the experience. Stomach disconfort got so annoying I went down and bought an anti spasmodic. Went to lie down on the couch, listening to music. This was IT. I felt like I couldn't think about anything other than bizarre images, shapes, faces that morphed, just like I had become an espectator to my brains free-associations. Not for one second, I thought about something bad or distressing. I didn't want or needed anything else. Contentment and comfort. I stayed there for a while as the nausea subsided. Got an urge to eat something sweet, went for a yoghurt... The couch experience reminded me a bit about a time when I tried poppy seed tea at a small dose. I was not happy with the effects, but it all made sense when I was lying down doing absolutely nothing.
T: +6:00 effects still going strong. I have decided that the best way to enjoy this is just simply lying down, doing fuck all. pretty blissful. Managed to eat something (first meal of the day) and hold it in. Going back to the couch now , which I have learned to love in the last few hours. My mobile has ringed a few imes and some msn contacts were trying to reach me but I just couldn't care less. I turn the phone off. This is, at least for me, a very egoistic drug.
T: +8:00 The effects are gradually subsiding. I'm mostly sleepy by now, nothing too special.
All in all, I think it was a pretty cool substance. It's obvious I underdosed a bit, and would try with more mgs the next time. Something tells me it might be the perfect way to make a gloomy sunday fly by.
I also understood how you could get hooked on this type of drug; it makes forgetting about anything so so easy...
