moke
Bluelighter
Touching Insanity (My First LSD Experience)In the past couple years of my life I've been introduced into the world of Psychedelics. I have come to learn that there is much more the human mind is capable of doing. With great personal responsibility and mental stability the world of Psychedelics offers the chance of insight on life that some people would never have the chance experiencing. This following trip report is to record my first LSD Trip and try to explain the mental state of mind I was in and what I was experiencing when I was high on acid.
The opportunity came to me at a rave and after a night of rolling. Being costumed to the ecstasy experience I had found myself the entire night becoming more intrigued on what the LSD trip really had to offer. I had my mind set to do it and see what I could learn from it. It was not until the end of the rave (4am) was I able to acquire any LSD. I bought one tab under the pitch name of 'purple' acid. The night had already been long filled of dancing and mdma but little did Iknow that the tripping experience was far from over. I spent the acid come-up on a limo bus with some friends. I noticed a change of self being. Body had become light, mild morphing hallucinations, increase in audiotary senses and the tripper's fantasy of tripper mind processing, the psychedelic way of thinking and processing.
The beginning stages of my lsd experience had much resembled and reminded me of my previous experiences with 2c-i. Little did I know what the definition of “acid trip” really came from. The night had brought me to a friends house where me and some friends were spending the early morning hours smoking marijuana and discussing the night's activities. I had shared that I decided to drop for my first time. I and another friend of a friend that was in the room got started talking because of his previous experiences with LSD and other psychedelics. Little did I know he was all very interested in sharing conversation with me because he knew that I would soon be experiencing what many would to refer as the 'acid trip.' Conversation begun with sharing my previous psychedelic trips with other friends and sharing how people relate, think and analyze things under the influence of psychedelics. As this conversation continued, me and this other individual realized & experienced that we had similar thought patterns. Trippers are able to sense each other on different levels of thinking purely because of our previous experiences with other drugs.
As this crazy drug talk continued, i eventually slipped into "The trip". I had tripped my self into thinking that we were both on lsd experinecing the same trip. I had thought because I mixed ecstasy and lsd it had caused me to go mentally insane and that you only realize this state of mind after mixing the two drugs. I had myself believe that everyone who has mixed the drugs is insane for the rest of their life. The trip was intesified becuase i was tripping that this other individual was tripping the same thing and he was realizing he was becoming insane when in reality he was just 'analyzing' my trip from a 3rd person's perspective. The acid hallucination became more intense when my other two friends came into play with the trip. I was tripping that me and this other guy had gone insane, but my other two friends who were in the room were obvious unaware. I continued to trip that if i told my other two friends what had happened they would slip into insanity also and we would all be insane. Then I believed that all four of us had gone insane but only me and the other tripper knew this. The way all four of us were talking to eachother i could see we had gone all insane but my two other friends had not realized it and they only would if i were to say something.
Then the trip turned tables. My two friends who hadn't tripped before realized that we had gone insane because of the drug mix but me and the other tripper were unaware. I would just notice a heavy concern in their actions. The trip continued to go back and forth from me thinking i had gone insane to my friends thinking i had gone insane until eventually i realized i was just tripping on acid. As this experience was scary in thought, I was overwhelmed on how real everything seemed when I was tripping. The hallucinations were so real in nature and never anything I have ever experienced before. I’m not sure if to classify as this as a bad acid trip or not since it did cause me great concern while I was tripping, but it also opened the window to me to understand what a LSD trip is really like.
