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I am all for accepting everyones differences and ways of expressing themselves when attending raves but...

Do you know those people at raves who take either so much MDMA, MDxx or any other research chemical that they freak you out? I will be rolling having a good time and then someone will catch my eye where the body is twitching so fast or they can't even stand up and I go from being on top of the world to my heart bursting with negative emotions. It's not because I'm judging these people, but they are tweaking out so bad (not just the jaw clenching and eye wiggles that is to be expected) that I lose my roll.

Have any of you experienced this at a rave and what do you go to cope with these incidences because I am all for people doing what they want to do, I am just a worry wart and let my surroundings really effect my emotionally, rolling or sober lol.
 
Lol im one of them people who freak you out,
Sorry!
I just really enjoy Rolling Face, Smiling in my happy place leant up against a wall or a pillar or something
 
walk away unless they require immediate assisstance. thats about it

im kinda like you. it wont necessarily kill my roll (although im usually tripping) but i do get annoyed/worried when i see someone who has obviously taken too much. but what can you do, really? if they arent a danger to themselves or others, the only way to help yourself is to walk away from them
 
It's not the face that scares me cuz I have a big goofy smile on my face too hahaha its the people that twitch so bad they look like they are convulsing...which most of the time I think these are the people that took pipes or not clean MDMA I don't know how to explain it I have just seen some people who I get so worried for and want to go help them
 
oh right i dont twitch but my eyes go in sooo many directions (eye witness reports haha My friends lol)

They say im like a googily eye doll or something
 
That just means you're having a good time! Don't mean to offend anyone here that loves to go big or go home, I just tend to worry too much :) after rolling a view times I could consciously let myself go or hold it together depending on the situation so I guess I am just super aware of people around me to I guess?
 
Sorry but Twitching doesnt seem like "having a good time"...

My rule of thumb is, as long as people look comfortable. Any kind of discomfort energy and I get too tripped out/worried and it kills my buzz and I have to either move or help the person out.
I am fairly snobby about it. Thats why I am extremely choosy of my events and atmosphere. At least an environment where people help one another.
Ive been in big mdma/lsd/shroom/coke party fest environments where there are literally a few thousand people raging, and not many "casualties". It DOES exist.
 
bright_eyes* said:
I am all for accepting everyones differences and ways of expressing themselves when attending raves but...

Do you know those people at raves who take either so much MDMA, MDxx or any other research chemical that they freak you out? I will be rolling having a good time and then someone will catch my eye where the body is twitching so fast or they can't even stand up and I go from being on top of the world to my heart bursting with negative emotions. It's not because I'm judging these people, but they are tweaking out so bad (not just the jaw clenching and eye wiggles that is to be expected) that I lose my roll.

Have any of you experienced this at a rave and what do you go to cope with these incidences because I am all for people doing what they want to do, I am just a worry wart and let my surroundings really effect my emotionally, rolling or sober lol.
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everyone who rolls can get different side effects (stims cause muscles to tense up) , and you can't control how potent your mdma is so even if you dont plan on getting mashed one night you could.
I tend to get major eye wiggles and my jaw shakes uncontrollably when im really off my face.

you just need to get over it lol
 
Rebubula said:
Sorry but Twitching doesnt seem like "having a good time"...

My rule of thumb is, as long as people look comfortable. Any kind of discomfort energy and I get too tripped out/worried and it kills my buzz and I have to either move or help the person out.
I am fairly snobby about it. Thats why I am extremely choosy of my events and atmosphere. At least an environment where people help one another.
Ive been in big mdma/lsd/shroom/coke party fest environments where there are literally a few thousand people raging, and not many "casualties". It DOES exist.
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You explained it way better than me, this is exactly what I was talking about! It is the energy...like I can sense when someone is out of control and probably could use a friend and that is why I worry. I'm glad it does exist though :)
 
I used to also be one of these people that's really faced at parties, although i never twitched, but my eyes would be rollin way back in my skull and i'd be sweating and grinding my teeth and shit. I used to just not care cause so many others were the same. Now, i still like to roll hard, but i do it at private parties or at home where i can feel comfortable that i'm not making others uncomfortable. I can control it, but its not as fun that way... i have to kind of bring the intensity of the roll down to control it.
 
i know exactly how you feel...its more when i see someone "freaking out", the empathy factor just makes me feel the same way as them...its like if theyre freaking out maybe i could freak out....i hate it! but i usually get over it when i just say its fuckin mdma whats the worst that could happen...
 
yeah it's not a judgemental factor its when I'm looking around admiring all the love and you see someone who looks like they are rolling TOOOO hard where it doesn't seem enjoyable but I just try to remember the focus on the music and then forget cuz when I'm rolling I kind of lose my train of thought sometimes ahahaha
 
I remember the last massive I was at there was a guy standing next to me holding his cheeks eyes wide with a terrified expression on his face.
He looked so scared I asked him if he was okay (over the music, which is like impossible), and he murmured yeah but didn't look it.
He was obviously on some strong psychedelic but I just felt terrible for him.
 
Most of the time I'm too preoccupied with dancing and listening to the music to notice my surroundings so it doesn't bother me, unless someone is straight out having some medical problems.
 
Getting fucked up is the whole fun of it. If my eyes arent rolling into the back of my head I'm not fucked enough.
 
I've experienced this, but it's kinda funny since I'm often that guy peaking on a 200mg dose acting like a fool, haha.

I remember distinctly watching some guy puke in the crowd at a certain music festival in Miami. It kinda tripped me out when I thought what it was like to be him, probably sick on Pipes having a horrible experience. There's nothing you can do except look away and your rolling attention span should let you forget about it!
 
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