Torn Between Two

[MangoXTC]

Torn Between Two
Holding on to the memory, the possibility.
Like mind, fingers intertwined, eyes melting into pools of truth - an understanding, an awareness but an illusion?
Your heart in step with mine,
Only my distance is reflected in your eyes?
The crevice expands.
Now a canyon lays before me,
preceded by one small step away from my heart
which has left me here.
Am I wasting time gazing over this barrier?
Your embrace satisfies my emotions but my insecurities won't let me submit.
Only enhanced by the craving for communication, connection and the reassurance of "knowing" -- a feeling you have yet to envoke.
But am I wasting time gazing over this barrier?
You have won me over with your words -- I don't know how else to explain it.
Am I just too sensitive to your actions? My preconcieved ideas of 'us' causeing this subjective interpretation.
Maybe I should accept that I'm wrong: Looks meant just for me are an acutal role of my imagination.
Now what? How can you knowingly cause pain?
[ 21 February 2002: Message edited by: MangoXTC ]

 

[cherub]

mango, i definately can relate,, awesome words and subjectory!!!

Only enhanced by the craving for communication, connection and the reassurance of "knowing" -- a feeling you have yet to envoke.
outstanding~~

 

[pure truth]

I really liked this

The crevice expands.
Now a canyon lays before me,
preceded by one small step away from my heart
which has left me here.
Am I wasting time gazing over this barrier?
It's always hard to play a game of chance especially when you think your actions have made your hopes unobtainable.

 

[up all night]

I loved this. Can't believe i missed it before...