Top 5 happiest life experiences - how many drug related?

[moner123]

Hey guys, sorry to randomly post, but i just signed up to bluelight... A friend of mine give me a gram of ketamine to try out, i'm sitting in my house alone just wondering if its ok to take ket on my own? and what sort of effects will i feel? I know about dosage etc, just wondering if i'll freak out on it?

 

[Allein]

Hey guys, sorry to randomly post, but i just signed up to bluelight... A friend of mine give me a gram of ketamine to try out, i'm sitting in my house alone just wondering if its ok to take ket on my own? and what sort of effects will i feel? I know about dosage etc, just wondering if i'll freak out on it?

I'm fine with drugs on my own but only you can really make that call, I've never been big on K but quite liked to know I'd be left alone to wonk out !

I could hole on 30-40mgs, I'm not sure freaking out was really an option :D all that weird white noise and decent into that loss of self and the properly strange stiff that follows seems like a very insular experience anyhow.

Maybe have a bump and see how your getting on

 

[Sadie]

Honestly, I have to agree with Felix on this one. What describes happy?

Only yesterday I was on the phone to my Sham and the sun was out and I was no longer being sick. Just the sun on my skin, the gentle cooling breeze in the air keeping my fever down and his lush voice in my ear made me so unbelievably happy. Something I'll probably forget over time. All I know is at that very moment I was incredibly happy.

The times I can remember....


The birth of my children ( wasn't happy at the time )
Getting married ( at the time )
*branches held for me *
My mother and I misunderstanding words on a road trip that lead to laughing so hard she nearly had to pull over the car
My kids nearly every day for making me laugh so hard.

They are the memories that live with me and make me smile. I assume that to be an honest answer to the original question. Sure I was happy when I was on certain things but the happy memories that stay with me must surely indeed be some of the happiest times in my life. If they weren't then they wouldn't be so prominent and make me smile when thought of.

 

[Dark Side]

Time when I had a bunch of blue no 1's and went OTT, literally felt like i had gone to heaven. I will never have a MDMA buzz like that again or any drug high that will make me feel as good as that 1 time.

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

Happiness is a fleeting thing

Perhaps I'm taking it too literally or misunderstanding something.

Happiness is indeed ephemeral, which is why, for me, 'experiences with a longer run up' just isn't part of the equation.

I don't think you are misunderstanding anything Felix.

 

[One Thousand Words]

Two old grumpy cunts disagreeing in a Happiness Thread

 

[Ismene]

Well, if your original question was: "what were your top 5 most euphoric moments ever?", it might have been easier to answer.

Hmmm, I'm not too sure I distuingish between the two! If happiness if fleeting anyway, why wouldn't the most intense happiness be the one you remember?

 

[Ismene]

Hey guys, sorry to randomly post, but i just signed up to bluelight... A friend of mine give me a gram of ketamine to try out, i'm sitting in my house alone just wondering if its ok to take ket on my own? and what sort of effects will i feel? I know about dosage etc, just wondering if i'll freak out on it?

Quit assraping my thread

Start with a low dose and work up - is it possible to freak out on K? Yep.

 

[Jackal]

I don't know what the 5 happiest times of my life were.

Difficult thing to catagorise, though I'd say getting with my first love, my first kids birth and leaving Ireland are probably all up there and none of them involved drugs.

Then there's a whole bunch of MDMA/MDA/LSD moments right up there, but one 2C-E evening trumps those.

So, I guess, one or two, probably, maybe??

 

[ScotchMist]

I'd say drugs have ruined some of the happiest times of my life, not the drugs fault mind, more so me and my taking of them at completely inappropriate times.. I say, drugs, drug I mean. Such as registering the birth of my daughter, naming her smashed on heroin..

The birth of my daughter was fuckin horrific for both myself and more so my partner, it took us a while to get over that so that wasn't particularly happy. The happiness grew. Shit, I'm turning this into the worst experiences.

Her walking was amazing, I felt like I'd achieved something, even though she had..

Finding out that our second pregnancy was a boy, I cried..
Holding him for the first time..

Falling in love properly and sharing all with MrsMist..

Going to my first proper party/rave spangled on mdma and speed... I'd arrived, don't stop the party because I'm never leaving

A fuck tonne of mdma and lsd, lying on the floor rolling around in ecstasy, music blaring, Hatful of Hollow %)... crying again

So yeah, drugs have made and destroyed happiness in my life.. I don't think I'd change any of it either, apart from the naming thing, I felt a right cunt, rightly so to..

 

[Allein]

Honestly, I have to agree with Felix on this one. What describes happy?

For me that has been a central issue for many years, 1/2 a G of sulphate and 300mgs of MDMA in an abandoned warehouse at 3am totally given over to the music with 1000s doing the same seemed to provide me with something I'd just never experienced before.

Years later I realise that despite outward appearance I don't really do happy at all, I don't take ADs ATM as they don't really help that much. I'm convinced others just don't have the same negative thought patterns, thinking they are just a totally worthless cunt most of the time.

Apologies I didnt want to drag the thread down but the psychological aftermath of my years of MDMA use was trying to come to terms with a life when I never got even close to feeling that content with the world and that I'd been hiding the problem behind MDMA, speed and a hash habit that still can barely fathom, given I worked all day I shoudnt have even had the time to get through that much

 

[ColtDan]

Hey guys, sorry to randomly post, but i just signed up to bluelight... A friend of mine give me a gram of ketamine to try out, i'm sitting in my house alone just wondering if its ok to take ket on my own? and what sort of effects will i feel? I know about dosage etc, just wondering if i'll freak out on it?

Yeah it'll be fine, go for it. I love decent ket. absolutely glorious stuff

 

[Ismene]

1/2 a G of sulphate

I trust it was of sufficient purity?

 

[koneko]

Top 5 happiest life experiences - how many drug related?

None drug related.

1. Children - love
2. Husbands - love
3. Professional achievements - passion
4. Scotland's environment, landscapes, culture etc - passion
5. Snoo's - loads of snoos, some fleeting, some not - too many to mention: contentment

Drugs have never made me "happy".

 

[Ismene]

Are you getting the right drugs koneko?

 

[koneko]

I don't look towards drugs to make me happy, I find happiness elsewhere. I use drugs to amuse, entertain, have fun, expand my thinking, go wild and for all round recreational and distraction purposes.

Maybe happiness comes easy to me outwith drugs. I'm ok with that. Drugs are fab though.

 

[SummerSerenade]

My happiest experiences are a bit shit because I've had a boring life plus I havent had much of it so I don't have the big ones like having kids or getting married (yet...).

Would have to say that 2/5 are drug experiences (first time trying meph, first time liking heroin) and the other 3 I was probably (definitely for 1) on drugs for, but the drugs were not what made the experience happy. What did? Well, at the risk of being too cringey I'll keep that to myself

 

[Ismene]

How cringey of you

Not so sure about the "finding out I liked heroin" bit - is that a recipe for long term happiness I wonder?

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

I find happiness elsewhere. I use drugs to amuse, entertain, have fun, expand my thinking, go wild

All things that bring me 'happiness'.

I do find an attitude that refuses to equate drugs with happiness as rather strange. Calvinist almost. And playing into the hands of prohibitionists who say drugs are bad m'kay.

Yes I saw you said drugs are fab.

Fabulousness being a state you couldn't possibly equate with happiness in any way of course.

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

At least nobody has yet said "I'm happiest here and now".

But that's because everyone on this board is a miserable bastard. Coz drugs are bad m'kay.