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toothbrush, socks, and my carpet

iLoveYouWithaKnife

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And I bought this toothbrush today-
Yeah, it's for you.
Because maybe you'll stay here for some other reason other than me.
And it's the same color as the colors that shine through me-
But not too brightly because I don't want you to see,
It's a side of me that can go unnoticed,
time and time again.
There's too many things that you expect that end up letting you down.
And I'll stare at my carpet and all the different shades.
Ironically enough it's the same color as the toothbrush.... and me.
And the carpet is dirty and crushed with footprints.
Sort of like my heart. So many things I could relate to.
Why can't people just wipe their feet?
And I see the strawberries on my socks.
Someone once told me that strawberries means that you are in love.
But all I see is strawberries on my socks and a dirty carpet.
Somethings, you just can't control.
Love and feeling sad come hand in hand.
...change my socks, clean my carpet...
It's something that won't go away, and if it did it will be back again *someday*
Isn't it funny how life is so ironic-
but maybe that's the irony of it all.
And that toothbrush that I bought, yeah it's laying on the carpet next to me (and my socks)
And they irony, you are not.
And Alantis Morrisett "no smoking sign on your cigarette break" ?? That isn't ironic- that's just a bummer. Find somewhere else to go.
And I'm sure you will... even if i told you not too.... maybe that's ironic.
And I thought all these really great words today, all something I forgot before I could write it down.
All self-induced- maybe I'm suppose to forget.
Maybe I should forget how I could figure everything out because your IQ doesn't get you anywhere but trying to figure out why 1 + 1 = 2. You don't know why.... it just does.
Why doesn't it make any sense?
And it's funny how everything adds up,
but doesn't make any sense.
 
Love and feeling sad come hand in hand.
...change my socks, clean my carpet...
It's something that won't go away, and if it did it will be back again *someday*
i've been there.. when it goes away, it hurts so much, and as much as you try to clean everything up, and make it go away, it will come and haunt you someday
i hope you have someone to use that toothbrush
 
ya know....... that toothbrush has moved from my floor to my dresser since the time i wrote that.
I thank you much for saying that you hope there will be someone to use it. I thought I hoped of the same thing, but I think I may now change my mind..... I just thought of things in a different perspective... and here's the outcome.
And that toothbrush I bought, yeah it's blue, just like me. ....bought it thinking that it might get used.... will you do that to me? will you make me feel that way. And perhaps the most ironic thing of it all, after i think about it... I was once feeling like the toothbrush (or the color) and then maybe I'll end up continuing to feel like the toothbrush once you are done with it... (used.)
And perhaps it's just better to leave things as they come (toothbrush in package) because it will always hold it's beauty that way. And it's nice to wonder the possiblity of things.... because things never get fucked up.
It's when you push and push and try to make things go you're way is when shit gets screwed up...
for ex. that toothbrush i bought, i tried to push you into being here always......
 
And the carpet is dirty and crushed with footprints.
Sort of like my heart. So many things I could relate to.
Why can't people just wipe their feet?
I also agree with e-girl!
 
awwwwwwwww..... thanks.
and i questioned myself as though, why can't people just wipe their feet (don't leave a mark)...... but i guess they are suppose to. I guess their mark is a reminder as of what they did, and what they left... good or bad.
Thanks gals, for the comments. :)
 
"And it's funny how everything adds up,
but doesn't make any sense."
My whole life is about that one line. Things always add up, but never stand to make any sense. Just as a reminder when you are sitting on your dirty carpet, looking at that toothbrush keep in mind that there are many of us, sitting on our dirty carpets staring miserably at our lover's old toothbrush.
Amazing work ... you really touched on something.
-Nik137
 
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