Age: 19 Previous drugs: cannabis regularly from december 2011 - April 2012,, ecstasy regularly jan 2012- jun 2012 Occasionaly meow meow and cocaine ----------> Hi, about 3 months ago on my 19th birthday I took about 0.4 gram of MDMA (first time taking it), 2 grams of meow meow (first time taking it in a large dose) and 5 e's within about 8 hours. I had took ecstasy almost every weekend from the start of 2012 to the end of june and had no problems. I noticed I was breathing more heavily than normal throughout the night. We eventually got back to the my friends house after the night out and I was taking line after line of meow meow and then decided to smoke a joint. I was sat on the bed and I felt fine and all of a sudden I started to feel really tired and dizzy and it hit me like a train, my heart pounding against my chest. It was the worst feeling of my life and haunts me all the time because i am scared of getting it back again. This went on for about 3 hours with my friends telling me I was fine and telling me to control my breathing but I eventually had to go to the hospital because I was hyper ventalating really bad with my heart pounding against my rib cage and chest, I was kept in hospital overnight because they said something in my blood was very low?? Sonething to do with muscle breakdown i think and I got let out the next day. A few week later I had half a joint with a friend and I used to smoke cannabis regularly from about December 2011to April 2012 with no problems but this was my first joint since the incident that happened on my birthday. After I had the joint (which I was anxious about smoking in the first place) it hit me again like a train, feeling tired and dizzy I felt my heart pounding uncontrollably against my chest, an ambulance had to come for me and my heart was going 160 beats per minute. I got took to hospital and got let out about 4 hours later when my heart rate went back down to about 95 beats per minute. Ever since these 2 incidents I have felt a lot of anxiety about my heart and it is on my mind constantly if I have done damage and what actually happened to me from these 2 events. After the first event, the next 7 days after it i went to hospital 3 times panicking thinking i was going to faint or have a stroke or heart attack or something but got told i was just panicking but it felt real. I have been to the doctor and got told its the effects of a bad trip which could go on for a few more months and also got prescribed diazapam for when I get really anxious. So can anyone tell me what happened to me as i never got an answer off the docs and if I could ever take drugs again (not that I would want to for a few years til I am over this) and if I have done any permanent damage as it is constantly on my mind. Any help much appreciated 
