frankster101
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Hello. I really wasn't planning on making a thread on this, as I didn't want to make it a big deal, but now I feel like it will at the very least be very therapeutic.
So 4 days ago, I took exactly 125ug of Acid by myself in my room at night time (I'm 18 btw). The next few hours were really intense to say the least. I would even go as far as to say even traumatic. I will post my trip report at the very end, but you don't have to read it to understand the situation.
After I began to baseline, around 6:50am I felt soo much better. I thought I would be trap in there forever, and coming back from it gave a momentary happiness. However as the day went on, I realized that I have an anxiousness that I've only felt a few times before. Very similar to what I felt during the come up of the trip actually. So I checked the online forums of those who had similar experience, and a lot of folks say that it will fade away in days/weeks.
It's been 4 days now, and it is still here. It seems to go away when I distract myself with videos, or when I am around/talking to other people, but when I am by myself it re emerges. This also includes when I go to sleep at night, and wake up in the morning.
I have only taken weed a handful of times and other than that, haven't dabbled with any other forms of drugs (never got drunk off of alcohol or anything). I want to believe that it will go away with time, but when you're knee deep in anxiety, it's kind of hard to see it that way. I guess that's what anxiety is to begin with.
Really I'm just looking for some reassurance.... Someone who's been through a similar or worse situation and came out fine. Also maybe some tips on how to speed this up. I won't be able to go out for a bit so talking to people like I did before might only be possible on certain days. I was thinking of just watching tv series/anime all day (something I havent done for years) until I'm back to normal. I have a month or 2 of free time/break so I dont mind taking as much time as I need to get back on my feet.
I had a slightly similar experience with a weed edibles before. I had a somewhat traumatic experience/bad trip (that only lasted no more than 20 minutes). I felt kind of like I do now, but that feeling of anxiety went away after 2 days.
I'm guessing since I was tripping on lsd for 12 hours straight, the lingering after affects are a bit longer. I have no idea.
Anyways that's about it. Oh, I'm also pretty confident that what I took wasn't RC. There was no taste whatsoever, and the vendor I got it from is very reliable. Like everything in life, you can't be 100% sure, but let's just assume what I took was just 125ug of some pretty strong lsd.
Trip report (optional. It's pretty long): http://pastebin.com/JPkhuqDM
Please, if anyone has any advice at all, feel free to reply.
Also, no hate to lsd in particular. I'm not gonna bash on the drug, especially since no one but myself put the blotter in my mouth. With that being said, I plan on staying away from LSD, Weed, and drugs in general until im in the right mind space. And even after that, I'll wait a bit longer just for good measures.
So 4 days ago, I took exactly 125ug of Acid by myself in my room at night time (I'm 18 btw). The next few hours were really intense to say the least. I would even go as far as to say even traumatic. I will post my trip report at the very end, but you don't have to read it to understand the situation.
After I began to baseline, around 6:50am I felt soo much better. I thought I would be trap in there forever, and coming back from it gave a momentary happiness. However as the day went on, I realized that I have an anxiousness that I've only felt a few times before. Very similar to what I felt during the come up of the trip actually. So I checked the online forums of those who had similar experience, and a lot of folks say that it will fade away in days/weeks.
It's been 4 days now, and it is still here. It seems to go away when I distract myself with videos, or when I am around/talking to other people, but when I am by myself it re emerges. This also includes when I go to sleep at night, and wake up in the morning.
I have only taken weed a handful of times and other than that, haven't dabbled with any other forms of drugs (never got drunk off of alcohol or anything). I want to believe that it will go away with time, but when you're knee deep in anxiety, it's kind of hard to see it that way. I guess that's what anxiety is to begin with.
Really I'm just looking for some reassurance.... Someone who's been through a similar or worse situation and came out fine. Also maybe some tips on how to speed this up. I won't be able to go out for a bit so talking to people like I did before might only be possible on certain days. I was thinking of just watching tv series/anime all day (something I havent done for years) until I'm back to normal. I have a month or 2 of free time/break so I dont mind taking as much time as I need to get back on my feet.
I had a slightly similar experience with a weed edibles before. I had a somewhat traumatic experience/bad trip (that only lasted no more than 20 minutes). I felt kind of like I do now, but that feeling of anxiety went away after 2 days.
I'm guessing since I was tripping on lsd for 12 hours straight, the lingering after affects are a bit longer. I have no idea.
Anyways that's about it. Oh, I'm also pretty confident that what I took wasn't RC. There was no taste whatsoever, and the vendor I got it from is very reliable. Like everything in life, you can't be 100% sure, but let's just assume what I took was just 125ug of some pretty strong lsd.
Trip report (optional. It's pretty long): http://pastebin.com/JPkhuqDM
Please, if anyone has any advice at all, feel free to reply.
Also, no hate to lsd in particular. I'm not gonna bash on the drug, especially since no one but myself put the blotter in my mouth. With that being said, I plan on staying away from LSD, Weed, and drugs in general until im in the right mind space. And even after that, I'll wait a bit longer just for good measures.