The title pretty much explains it. Ive had a gram a day habit via insulfataion. Lately ive noticed ive been getting no high at all only sedated from my use. And right before i quit i went on a binge of 1.5g a day. When i use i only feel extrame shame and sorrow, its not enjoyable anymore and everything in my life is hanging by a thread. My family threatens to send me to rehab where i know ill lose my very good job so instead i said let me try it myself at home first for one week.
Im on day 3 of cold turkey and feel basically nothing. In fact ive slept 12 hours per night the last 3 nights i could never manage 8 when i was using. No diarrhea, no hot and cold flashes... the only anxiety i face is dealing with cravings. So far this has been pretty much mental only. I have suboxones and plenty of them but think its dangerous to take them when not feeling dope sick as ive put myself in precip wd in the past. I have withdrawn in the past and i def experience it. Idk why im not now. My first few nights at the methadone clinic i went thru awful wd. And that was WITH being given mdone... I even kinda have that plugged up feel when i go to pee that opiates give you. I feel as if this week has been a waste, or should i be celebrating?
Im on day 3 of cold turkey and feel basically nothing. In fact ive slept 12 hours per night the last 3 nights i could never manage 8 when i was using. No diarrhea, no hot and cold flashes... the only anxiety i face is dealing with cravings. So far this has been pretty much mental only. I have suboxones and plenty of them but think its dangerous to take them when not feeling dope sick as ive put myself in precip wd in the past. I have withdrawn in the past and i def experience it. Idk why im not now. My first few nights at the methadone clinic i went thru awful wd. And that was WITH being given mdone... I even kinda have that plugged up feel when i go to pee that opiates give you. I feel as if this week has been a waste, or should i be celebrating?
