Too tempted for words...

[opiumlady7310]

As I sit here contemplating the sobriety I have endured the past eight months, the emotional strains in my life have got me absolutely ready to pick up the needle again.. The need is so overwhelming, I am even dreaming about it.. I know I am going to screw up.... Its a bummer, and a never ending cycle....

 

[Bambooshoot]

Hey. I understand your temptation completely. But you've done fantastic over the last 8 months and got through it! I'm sure there were times then when you felt like relapsing. What did you do to get through it then? Try doing something else to take your mind off it, listen to music, read a book anything you enjoy. The fact that you have managed 8 months free of the needle is incredible and shows huge strength. Well done. I am sending you *all* the positive thoughts. =)

 

[Maya]

^I'm with bambooshoot too op, you've come a long way and if you go back foin it again you already know thd consequences. Do you want to go through that again? Life is full of struggles but you have to endure it as it is part of living. I'm also sending you some positive vibes ♡

 

[T. Calderone]

It's tempting when you are faced with stressful situations, when you think back the way you would cope in the past. My way of coping was to use or drink and we know this is not helping. But we rationalize getting high because that's easy to do when we've done it for so long. I hear you though, using in dreams fucks with your head and I had one two nights ago. You have to pull upon every bit of strength you have to fight this and you will!

 

[ExInMil]

Dont do it Lady,
Temptation passes, even if every single cell in your body begs you to, you know it will subside and when it does you will be grateful you had the power to not give in, making the next time the white lady beckons easier to deal with.

We gain the strength of the temptation we resist

Emerson

Like a sucubus, except instead of eating men to become stronger, we resist temptation to become stronger.

 

[Bambooshoot]

Opiumlady, hey. How are you getting on ? Maybe pop back and let us know.