.....i'm worried i'm going to get jumped on by phillipino girl stuck in Belgium....went on this morning and saw she had left me a long message asking if her fiance' could 'talk to me' and that he's 'really happy' that we're 'back in contact again'.....shit i suck as a cult leader....really this should be a fantastic sign to all budding wannabe cult-leaders.....a 'fanatic ' ! she seriously seems to think i am her salvation.....she called me her guardian angel!! FUCK....thing is if there was something i could do to help her i would.....but there isn't...it sounds like this 'fiance' ' chap has taken complete advantage of her vulnerability and 'over-looked' getting her papers up to date, they expired last may so she's now an illegal immigrant living with a 'host family' in terrible conditions being made to work for pennies and every penny she earns she sends to her children in the philopienes <<<<fuck i need spelling lessons fuck it
....so she'd harped on how her 'fella' this dodgy as fuck looking pakistani bloke is pleased that i'm trying to 'help' her....he's got her scared about being sold into human trafficing etc if she leaves this host family....it sounds to me that he's got her set up like this for his own purposes.....what kind of decent man allows his 'future wife' to live in such desperate and illegal conditions when it was up to him to get her paperwork updated and blah blah blah...
....sometime last year it seemed like a good idea to join this FB group called 'GIFTED' and on there people would post pictures of themselves for 'readings'.....so i decided to give that a whirl...and it turned out that i had a flair for it.....years and years ago i used to read palms......it was almost always when i was drunk, but people would see what i was doing and form an orderly que and be 'blown away' by these bullshit revelations i was telling them about themselves...well the same kinda principle was applied to the 'face readings'......i met some kid from Nigeria and we both got 'chatting' and started our own page...which he kept closing....so i started my own page...'free spiritual readings by...blah blah and blah'.....well word seemed to spread...strangers were posting pictures....i was telling them stuff, they would copy and paste what i had told them onto their timelines and others would flock to my page.....i should have fucking charged.....but i wouldn't do that as at least when its free you're not abusing anyones trust or vulnerability....well i did all of this in good faith and some of the people i became 'close friends' with....one my daughter speaks to her daughter alot....i mean there are so many people out there with a sad story that have been through a tough time and hell....if i could give them a 'ray of hope' then great!!....one of them that i would keep in touch with and we'd speak regularly on the phone...she had told me how some FM groups had hassled her for money for readings....telling her she had been HAND PICKED for a SPECIAL PRICE READING!! and so on and so forth and what had struck her so much with me was that i had been prepared to 'go out of my way' to help her and not ask or expect a penny in return....she turned out to be a lovely genuine girl who i really should get back in touch with as i would have considered her a 'friend' and vice versa.....
....the girl stuck in Belgium though, she's trying to work to send money to her kids back home....originally she had been working in Dubai.....thats when she first began messaging me and we struck up a 'friendship'......she was like a poor lost soul being letched over by a bunch of pervy men whose attentions she had been misinterpreting as fatherly when really they were sexual and predatory......she had wanted to stick it out over there for the promise of eventually working in Belgium......'YAY EUROPE THE GOLD PAVED CONTINENT!!'....except she is clearly discovering it is anything but......somewhere along the way of being in Dubai and being in Belgium she became romantically involved with this pakistani man who she plans to marry....she is a sweet and pretty little thing and this man looks like a letch and a perv a real creep.......when messaging with her yesterday she was sending me a bunch of pictures of him so that i could 'give him a reading'......well i told her that there seemed to be something a bit 'off' with him that i couldn't quite put my finger on....the more she spoke about him, the more of a dodgy fucking creep this man was sounding like......i mean...come on....when you are committed enough to MARRY someone you want to love, cherish, protect that person....right???....well in that case why the fuck has he just let her papers expire so that she's living and working illegally in a country where she's cut off from anyone and everyone...living in fear of deportation meaning a 'travel ban' meaning she 'fails' to provide for her children....all the while feeding her fearful scenarios of being sold into prostitution should she try and go anywhere for help...either that or being locked up in jail....he has seriously told her she could go to jail when all the while her current predicament is his fucking fault......erorghhh!! what a fucking dirty letch of a creep....and to think she plans to marry him!!????....wtf!!???
....right....i gotta be brave....i'm going to.....have some calming medication like some diazepam..........then i'm going to brave FB and i shall SAVE the poor lost phillipino fanatical worshiper of mine.....i will not let you down JC (i shall call her JC as i can't spell phillipino and can't be arsed to google spell check it and JC is shorter and easier to type)......here i come JC...your cult leader is coming to save you from the clutches of perverted doom!!
....so she'd harped on how her 'fella' this dodgy as fuck looking pakistani bloke is pleased that i'm trying to 'help' her....he's got her scared about being sold into human trafficing etc if she leaves this host family....it sounds to me that he's got her set up like this for his own purposes.....what kind of decent man allows his 'future wife' to live in such desperate and illegal conditions when it was up to him to get her paperwork updated and blah blah blah...
....sometime last year it seemed like a good idea to join this FB group called 'GIFTED' and on there people would post pictures of themselves for 'readings'.....so i decided to give that a whirl...and it turned out that i had a flair for it.....years and years ago i used to read palms......it was almost always when i was drunk, but people would see what i was doing and form an orderly que and be 'blown away' by these bullshit revelations i was telling them about themselves...well the same kinda principle was applied to the 'face readings'......i met some kid from Nigeria and we both got 'chatting' and started our own page...which he kept closing....so i started my own page...'free spiritual readings by...blah blah and blah'.....well word seemed to spread...strangers were posting pictures....i was telling them stuff, they would copy and paste what i had told them onto their timelines and others would flock to my page.....i should have fucking charged.....but i wouldn't do that as at least when its free you're not abusing anyones trust or vulnerability....well i did all of this in good faith and some of the people i became 'close friends' with....one my daughter speaks to her daughter alot....i mean there are so many people out there with a sad story that have been through a tough time and hell....if i could give them a 'ray of hope' then great!!....one of them that i would keep in touch with and we'd speak regularly on the phone...she had told me how some FM groups had hassled her for money for readings....telling her she had been HAND PICKED for a SPECIAL PRICE READING!! and so on and so forth and what had struck her so much with me was that i had been prepared to 'go out of my way' to help her and not ask or expect a penny in return....she turned out to be a lovely genuine girl who i really should get back in touch with as i would have considered her a 'friend' and vice versa.....
....the girl stuck in Belgium though, she's trying to work to send money to her kids back home....originally she had been working in Dubai.....thats when she first began messaging me and we struck up a 'friendship'......she was like a poor lost soul being letched over by a bunch of pervy men whose attentions she had been misinterpreting as fatherly when really they were sexual and predatory......she had wanted to stick it out over there for the promise of eventually working in Belgium......'YAY EUROPE THE GOLD PAVED CONTINENT!!'....except she is clearly discovering it is anything but......somewhere along the way of being in Dubai and being in Belgium she became romantically involved with this pakistani man who she plans to marry....she is a sweet and pretty little thing and this man looks like a letch and a perv a real creep.......when messaging with her yesterday she was sending me a bunch of pictures of him so that i could 'give him a reading'......well i told her that there seemed to be something a bit 'off' with him that i couldn't quite put my finger on....the more she spoke about him, the more of a dodgy fucking creep this man was sounding like......i mean...come on....when you are committed enough to MARRY someone you want to love, cherish, protect that person....right???....well in that case why the fuck has he just let her papers expire so that she's living and working illegally in a country where she's cut off from anyone and everyone...living in fear of deportation meaning a 'travel ban' meaning she 'fails' to provide for her children....all the while feeding her fearful scenarios of being sold into prostitution should she try and go anywhere for help...either that or being locked up in jail....he has seriously told her she could go to jail when all the while her current predicament is his fucking fault......erorghhh!! what a fucking dirty letch of a creep....and to think she plans to marry him!!????....wtf!!???
....right....i gotta be brave....i'm going to.....have some calming medication like some diazepam..........then i'm going to brave FB and i shall SAVE the poor lost phillipino fanatical worshiper of mine.....i will not let you down JC (i shall call her JC as i can't spell phillipino and can't be arsed to google spell check it and JC is shorter and easier to type)......here i come JC...your cult leader is coming to save you from the clutches of perverted doom!!
