too long

[greenpiggie]

my life is a marathon.
howlongtilicanstoprunning.
i want to throw my head back
and
just
breathe
my calm little exsistance interrupted by life in high speed spun out half aplogetic smiles and how did i get here.
i miss the noise noise noise of the collective we created a home
a place to belong with too many words and a few too many smokes i remember why i love this seasick feeling of the longest day i have ever known never coming to an end and light goes to dark and back again and i am still remaining and my heart is still beating and i am still alive as long as i let myself remember to breathe in and
exhale and
escape for just one more night
and then i will stop again
i promise

 

[mr_fluffy]

u promise? really?

an unfortunate place i've been to far too often. evocative piece.