I'm back. I decided to go into rehab at the last minute before leaving detox to a 30 day program, but the rehab program ended up being absolutely HORRIBLE. People not getting their meds they needed, psychologists refusing to see their clients, staff being rude and allowing other clients to disrupt groups, fights breaking out, drugs all around... it was just bad news so I decided to leave early. I was ready to get home and start building my life again. I got home two days ago and am 14 days clean today. :D
It was nice to come back and see so much encouragement... thanks everyone
Try and look at the biggest consequence of getting through the detox - you got yourself clean. You're no longer physically addicted to opiates! I bet that feels good, right? I know that's a bit simple, but my point is that yes, there are a lot of problems with detox centers and it does sound like yours was one of the worse, but try and not dwell on the bad aspects of it. It's over, and if you're good you won't ever have to go through that again!
Are you still doing the 30 day program? Are you still with the using boyfriend? How do you plan to start building your life? It's very important to have a plan, so let us know if you want us to help you with any of it!
