Hey everyone,
I'm still fairly new here in terms of posting but I've been using blue light forever to find answers. The amount of knowledge that this place pumps out is second to none.
I'm a long term pain patient unfortunately turned addict and my tolerance is getting to an outrageous level. Over the past few months, Ive made the mistake of using dope here and there whenever I would be short on my scripts. Usually just a few days at a time. Since then, the pills just don't give me the euphoria they used too. The dose I now need to start feeling good, quickly just makes me way too tired and I have to struggle to stay awake. I'm not looking for a sedating, nodding high. I much prefer the slightly energetic, on top of the world feeling I used to get. Dope will still make me feel great without getting too tired but the pills don't. Sorry for the long backstory but I thought it would better help me find an answer.
I have access to monthly scripts of oxy IR 15 mg, OxyContin OP 60 new formula and a smaller amount of hydromorphone IR 8 mg. Currently to get some kind of buzz I need to take say 2 OP 60s usually chopped up to make them work a little faster, combined with 3 of the IR 15s. About an hour or so in I start to feel good but by hour 2 I'm fighting to stay awake. I repeat the OPs every 6-8 hours and the IRs about every 3. Problem is when I take any less, I really don't feel much of anything. The hydromorphone is new and I'm struggling to find any recreational use for it but I did receive help in that regard in a different thread. So I've been snorting those on top of the OPs instead of the 15s but it doesn't change the outcome much.
My question is, what can I do to take a little less and optimize the outcome where I may not get so tired? Potentiation tends to just give me about the same results with slightly less product. Anyone experience the same thing? Is there anything to be done besides taking the dope instead? Taking a break is not an option right now as I'm in 24 hour pain and am awaiting an insane surgery.
Any thoughts and input would be greatly appreciated....
I'm still fairly new here in terms of posting but I've been using blue light forever to find answers. The amount of knowledge that this place pumps out is second to none.
I'm a long term pain patient unfortunately turned addict and my tolerance is getting to an outrageous level. Over the past few months, Ive made the mistake of using dope here and there whenever I would be short on my scripts. Usually just a few days at a time. Since then, the pills just don't give me the euphoria they used too. The dose I now need to start feeling good, quickly just makes me way too tired and I have to struggle to stay awake. I'm not looking for a sedating, nodding high. I much prefer the slightly energetic, on top of the world feeling I used to get. Dope will still make me feel great without getting too tired but the pills don't. Sorry for the long backstory but I thought it would better help me find an answer.
I have access to monthly scripts of oxy IR 15 mg, OxyContin OP 60 new formula and a smaller amount of hydromorphone IR 8 mg. Currently to get some kind of buzz I need to take say 2 OP 60s usually chopped up to make them work a little faster, combined with 3 of the IR 15s. About an hour or so in I start to feel good but by hour 2 I'm fighting to stay awake. I repeat the OPs every 6-8 hours and the IRs about every 3. Problem is when I take any less, I really don't feel much of anything. The hydromorphone is new and I'm struggling to find any recreational use for it but I did receive help in that regard in a different thread. So I've been snorting those on top of the OPs instead of the 15s but it doesn't change the outcome much.
My question is, what can I do to take a little less and optimize the outcome where I may not get so tired? Potentiation tends to just give me about the same results with slightly less product. Anyone experience the same thing? Is there anything to be done besides taking the dope instead? Taking a break is not an option right now as I'm in 24 hour pain and am awaiting an insane surgery.
Any thoughts and input would be greatly appreciated....