Today

[SpeedLimit55]

If today were real, would things be different?
Where would we be?
I'd be wherever you wanted me to be.
Today was the first time we kissed.
Today you loved me.
Today you made me cry.
Today you made it all worthwhile.
Today is three years...and I'm alone.
You took away, and I gave in. My life, my heart is broken.
The lessons that you taught me, I learned were never true.
I want to know the truth, instead of wondering why.
Things aren't the way they were before, you wouldn't even recognize me anymore. Not that you knew me back then...
I have to go forward now, they're making me let go. My feelings all run together and this water-color world confuses me, scares me.
I say this is goodbye, but we both know I'll be back. I'd give it all away to know you'd be there waiting for me.
Today is the beginning.
Today is the end.
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Dedicated to Kayla Mackenzie Addy
1980-2001
You were my everything and I WILL always love you.

 

[fizzygirl]

((((((spedly)))))
some things just seem really not understandable, and that makes them hurt worse

find me if ya need to talk sweetie

 

[Brownie]

Speedly,
If you need anything...IM me.
brownie10473 (If you start writing more posts about me than you do Aly and Dags, then I will beat your ass.

)
I know this sounds redundant and you may not believe this, but she is in a better place, and she is watching over you. My thoughts are with you my friend

Brownie

 

[E-girl]

I'd give it all away to know you'd be there waiting for me.

Spedly
i'm at a point in my life right now where any tiny glimmer of hope is my only comfort. i sit on the edge of my seat waiting to hear words that will never come, words that came so easily just 2 years ago. i know what its like to miss someone so bad, whether they are still here on this earth, or not. i have lost many friends, to drunk drivers mostly. and oh do i miss them. but the person i miss most is someone that i get to see everyday, he lives with me, yet everyday, i lose him a little bit more.
that girl was obviously very lucky to have you in her life, and now, in memory. sometimes we forget to tell someone how much they mean to us, we take them for granted, until they are gone. and unfortunately, that's what i did. but the memories you have of her, i bet they are good ones. i bet your time with her was enough to light up your life for a very long time. remember that... wherever she is, i bet she still loves you a lot.
keep writing sweetie. you express yourself wonderfully. i really enjoy your work.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."

 

[MiNiMoWs]

much love.MiNiMoWs

 

[ice-9]

{{spedly}}

 

[Dagny]

It's okay to keep the pain about you sweetie, as long as you can put it away somewhere once you've learned from it. The joy is worth more in the long run, you know.

{{Spedly}}