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It should be a day of birthday celebration but for Dr Pam Fenerty it's a day of endless grief.
Instead of giving her son birthday presents, Dr Fenerty lit a single flame mounted in a metal dish filled with bush rocks on what would have been his 20th birthday.
"I think he's in here with us," she said. "Probably laughing because that's what he did best - kept people entertained and that's why so many people loved him around the place."
But her son took his own life a few weeks ago, the victim of a so-called "harmless drug". Dr Fenerty claims her son was given high-potency cannabis at a work site.
"And I believe they may as well have given him 5kg of rat poison," she said.
Before the tragedy James Ireland was like many normal 19-year-old boys.
He liked to drink with his mates and had dabbled with marijuana occasionally.
But in August this year he took a working holiday to Alice Springs to catch up with his estranged father and work on an Aboriginal community mission.
Dr Fenerty felt James would be safe there.
"I thought if he was out in an alcohol-free Aboriginal community, where else could he be safer on this earth?" she said.
But now it seems James would have been safer anywhere else.
"He rang up his friends in Tasmania and told them they were bonging on at breakfast, at lunch and throughout the day," Dr Fenerty said.
"And James said to one of them he was in heaven."
Dr Fenerty says she didn't know her son was smoking dope but he and his workmates took photos of each other with bongs, bottles of beer and whiskey sitting on their work vehicles.
After two weeks of working two hours from Alice Springs, James returned home to Tasmania to take up new work.
"He looked radiant," Dr Fenerty said. "I was bursting with pride."
"He gave me the biggest kiss and cuddle. He had the most beautiful smiling
eyes."
But James's eyes held a terrible secret - a desire to kill himself.
Dr Fenerty only found out when she received an SMS from her son.
"And the SMS said I love you mum," she said.
"I'm sorry to do this to you but this is the easiest way out. I'm in the shed, I love you mum, James."
She says she knew immediately what it meant.
"I think I let out a primeval wail," she said. "I knew, I just knew."
James had been home just 30 hours and he was dead. Dr Fenerty is convinced cannabis caused her son to kill himself.
"It killed my son," she said. "Until someone can convince me otherwise."
Maybe that someone is Dr Andrew Katelaris, a medical professor who says marijuana isn't a threat.
"In the war against drugs the first casualty is truth," he said.
Dr Katelaris maintains there's no link between dope and mental illness - and ultimately suicide.
"Cannabis has gone through all the safety checks of the FDA, all the food and drug administration safety checks and it has passed its licensing as a medicine," he said.
"It's in the same category as all the other medicines we use, so it can't be that dangerous."
The fight against cannabis is as old as the drug itself. Police departments around the world are spending millions of dollars to raid suppliers.
But there's little scientific evidence about the effects of marijuana on the human brain.
The main chemical in cannabis is nicknamed THC and it causes the "high" when it latches onto brain cells, especially cells that affect memory and emotion.
Detective Sergeant Steve Nealan heads the cannabis unit of the drug squad.
He says hydroponic dope is the new boom business for drug dealers.
"And as a result the yield from hydroponic cannabis plant can be up to four or five times larger than that of an outdoor plant," Detective Sergeant Nealan said.
In one raid, police allegedly found five houses owned by one person were being used to grow the drug.
"Within those houses the cannabis was entirely grown through the whole house, anywhere from the master bedroom to the shower cubicle - even the roof rafters were virtual greenhouses," he said.
That raid netted police 9,000 plants. At $20,000 per hydroponic plant it was a haul worth $180 million.
Dr Katelaris says this new "super grass" is very different to previous versions of the drug.
"If you grow hydroponics in a careful and loving and near-organic way it's standard herbal product," he said.
But when organised crime uses chemicals to grow high potency marijuana he says it becomes dangerous.
Dr Katelaris is one of the few to research THC levels in different forms of marijuana. He says the hydroponic varieties contained far less THC than other marijuana.
But Dr Fenerty doesn't believe him. She set out on a 3,000km pilgrimage from South Tasmania through three states to the very heart of Australia to retrace her son's last days.
Armed with photos taken from her son's camera she has put together the pieces of her own tragic jigsaw.
Dr Fenerty believes she found one of the rooms where James smoked his dope.
Manager Peter Byrne says he's shocked that drugs were apparently brought into a so called "clean zone". He says if he had known, the perpetrators would have been removed from the settlement.
Dr Fenerty now campaigns to have drug tests introduced into work sites across Australia.
At the same time System Homes - which employed her son James - is under the microscope while a coroner investigates James' death and the role played by cannabis.
"I will spend the rest of my life feeling guilty and ashamed," she said.
She says no good can come from her son's death.
"But I hope and pray that somehow or another we can realise in this country that these drugs are causing so much harm and we can't tolerate them," Dr Fenerty said.
"It is such an evil substance."
"In the war against drugs the first casualty is truth,"
goatyoghurt said:Its just starting now, from the ads it looks like shit
"I thought if he was out in an alcohol-free Aboriginal community, where else could he be safer on this earth?" she said.