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Positive Today I'm Thankful For vs. Still Standing and Keeping it Simple

6am-64-14m said:
Only if they are worth it, IMO/E.
Family: Yes
Friends: Maybe
Cona Sto: Fuck them
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Lol I started going to a new cona sto and these guys are like a family that own it foreign and they try to act like my amigos when I buy vapes there but I know they wouldn't be my friends if I wasn't giving them my money and it's not like I am trying to befriend all people but if we are all One I should stop being prejudiced with who I am respectful towards I think it has been an issue since my dysfunctional childhood
 
I'm thankful I wasn't found expired with a rope around my neck like some guy in Central Park.

Sometimes it is just seeing what someone else went through for me.

In other words I am thankful for still having life in me today.
 
Feeling like reggae (old school) is a great vibe something. It a natural mood elevator for me. maybe i can use this info to further studies on self medicating.
Make me wanna run up that mountain right now. lol
I love it since child.
Peace

oh, ot
thankfiul reggae wasn't "cleansed" from the earth.... :)
 
Thankful I have to go to work today as much as I dislike the job and company it feels therapeutic and is a challenge I can tolerate unlike sitting in a cubicle in an office you cannot see outside of how healthy is that for a primate they give me tons of space to move around freely at their garden center so I don't ever really get overwhelmed during this difficult battle to save my soul
 
Thankfull for the chips and cider man or ma'am rather if not for being employed by you HAH
 
Thankful I didn't die of a heart attack or stroke at work almost fell down like fainted heart felt like it fluttered on kratom leaf powder, delta 8 Cake vape, caffeine a lot doh and Hyde disposable all combined to increase the high but I almost killed myself accidentally today it felt like not much sleep last night drank and took propylhexedrine along with what was mentioned here if anyone finds me gone the info is here I want to be sober now I can't blame a difficult job I don't wanna die nearly asked to leave work with less than thirty minutes to go to get to an urgent care down the street thank goodness I can rest tonight feeling better lying down probably just pushed myself to the breaking point so thankful I can breathe alright right now and am feeling less anxious like wondering if I should go to urgent care the damage is already done I am past the point of thinking like anything will save me other than the prayers my ego fails to send or screws up

Convoluted and messy I have come undone and ruined my mental balance on another positive note at least I asked my dad to give me a ride to this self employed oddjob no real stress but worried about heart trying to ride there after today tomorrow morning and take me to a recovery meeting as I will forget the pain again quick so kind of to stay accountable during this unplanned withdrawal disposed of all substances at work thankful I could talk to him and didnt fade away to God knows where Buddha please help me change for the better
 
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dragonix said:
Thankful I didn't die of a heart attack or stroke at work almost fell down like fainted heart felt like it fluttered on kratom leaf powder, delta 8 Cake vape, caffeine a lot doh and Hyde disposable all combined to increase the high but I almost killed myself accidentally today it felt like not much sleep last night drank and took propylhexedrine along with what was mentioned here if anyone finds me gone the info is here I want to be sober now I can't blame a difficult job I don't wanna die nearly asked to leave work with less than thirty minutes to go to get to an urgent care down the street thank goodness I can rest tonight feeling better lying down probably just pushed myself to the breaking point so thankful I can breathe alright right now and am feeling less anxious like wondering if I should go to urgent care the damage is already done I am past the point of thinking like anything will save me other than the prayers my ego fails to send or screws up

Convoluted and messy I have come undone and ruined my mental balance on another positive note at least I asked my dad to give me a ride to this self employed oddjob no real stress but worried about heart trying to ride there after today tomorrow morning and take me to a recovery meeting as I will forget the pain again quick so kind of to stay accountable during this unplanned withdrawal disposed of all substances at work thankful I could talk to him and didnt fade away to God knows where Buddha please help me change for the better
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The good thing about prayers is you can work em back up and send them back on out at any time ❤️ Good luck friend much love sent your way
 
deficiT said:
The good thing about prayers is you can work em back up and send them back on out at any time ❤️ Good luck friend much love sent your way
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Thank you.

Today I am thankful I could not take propylhexedrine. Especially after taking it yesterday brain is ruined.

I rode around to stores intent on first buying it then realizing i already blew through another paycheck before the weekend is over on a bender and what I asked for from A. (I care for her so much I allot her a weekly stipend she is unemployed and bankrupt refuses to get a wage clock job around here wants to be a writer but we are troubled by terrible karma especially my addiction which hinders goals from being pursued for both me and her now) from my check which also helps me not waste it all so quick I need to get to a meeting tonight at 8:30 if I can been drinking all day but spaced out with lots of bike riding to stores in between drinking at least vaping like a lab monkey seeing if they can give you cancer lol fml so ya none had it one even seemed to stop carrying it all of a sudden the store I am banned from smh still go there after losing the fear of getting caught only to purchase now though battled going to another pharmacy chain to boost one now it is too late I don't want to be up all night possibly have to work tomorrow so I am lucky they didn't have it in their store thank you
 
Even though my spiritual beliefs prohibit me from eating meat I am glad I just went to Wendy's for a large frosty and fries stuff is food crack delicious

Heh Annie said how high are you that you went to Wendy's lol so true this Indica has me in its grips dude
 
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