Did i finally reach that point where the tears have run dry?
Today... for no apparent reason,
I smiled.
I didnt think of you this morning,
Wondering how you slept,
Or if you were up all night like me,
Pacing and pondering the miseries of life.
Today, i laughed for the first time in a long time
It felt so good.
I didnt check my email 18 times to see if you had written...
And when i checked it this evening and there was still nothing from you,
I wasn't disappointed like usual.
Today... i did nothing
I didnt work, i didnt worry.
And it felt fantabulous.
I used the word "fantabulous" 3 times today
and remembered how good it felt
to say that word
Today... instead of screaming at my cats when they woke me up at the crack of dawn,
I cuddled with them.
And it felt wonderful.
Today i tried really hard not to yell at other drivers on the road,
I even let some old lady cross the street in front of my car,
And it felt kinda nice.
Today... when i thought of you,
I thought of forgiving you,
despite everything.
But then i decided that i am happy right now,
and so long as this feeling stays in me,
today i can say "I'm OK without you"
And, well, that feels good too
Tonight, I dont think will be a sleepless night.
I think i will sit on my roof and look at the stars,
Make a few wishes,
None of which will be to have you here tonight.
I will think of you, yes
Maybe i will write about you
(oh, i think i am already accomplishing that)
But tonight, I will not cry
Today... I smiled.
I'm still smiling
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 31 July 2001).]
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 31 July 2001).]
Today... for no apparent reason,
I smiled.
I didnt think of you this morning,
Wondering how you slept,
Or if you were up all night like me,
Pacing and pondering the miseries of life.
Today, i laughed for the first time in a long time
It felt so good.
I didnt check my email 18 times to see if you had written...
And when i checked it this evening and there was still nothing from you,
I wasn't disappointed like usual.
Today... i did nothing
I didnt work, i didnt worry.
And it felt fantabulous.
I used the word "fantabulous" 3 times today
and remembered how good it felt
to say that word
Today... instead of screaming at my cats when they woke me up at the crack of dawn,
I cuddled with them.
And it felt wonderful.
Today i tried really hard not to yell at other drivers on the road,
I even let some old lady cross the street in front of my car,
And it felt kinda nice.
Today... when i thought of you,
I thought of forgiving you,
despite everything.
But then i decided that i am happy right now,
and so long as this feeling stays in me,
today i can say "I'm OK without you"
And, well, that feels good too
Tonight, I dont think will be a sleepless night.
I think i will sit on my roof and look at the stars,
Make a few wishes,
None of which will be to have you here tonight.
I will think of you, yes
Maybe i will write about you
(oh, i think i am already accomplishing that)
But tonight, I will not cry
Today... I smiled.
I'm still smiling
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 31 July 2001).]
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 31 July 2001).]
