cherub
Bluelighter
staying in bed hating to get up, I am tired
My strength is not that strong lately
It is just the Mercury rising my friend says to me, soon it will be over and you will be fine.
But I am not, i am angry and hurt lately
I want to hide from people and be left alone
Knock knock another person at my door
I can't take it much more.
Sorry I can't help you today, we went over this yesterday I state, but it doesn't seem to sink in, i am begged and pleaded with.
With each beg and plead you turn my friendship to disenchantment, each request, you are taking something from me,, i am becoming to weak to keep telling you to not ask me,, soon i will have to tell you to go away for good and it hurts me.
Why can't you see I care and want to be there for you but you can't use me,, my eyes look tired my body feels the stress but I don't see that you care,, soon i will have to tell you I can't care back.
You wonder why I hide away for some solitude or peace, you wonder why even watching TV together is too much for me now.
You have to let me be gain my strength.
I can't plead anymore I can't keep saying no, soon I will not be saying anything at all you will have to leave me and not be apart of who my life is.
Today I locked the door, i didn't answer I knew you were there, today i heard you cuse,,, cause you couldn't reach me,,, today I didn't care.
My strength is not that strong lately
It is just the Mercury rising my friend says to me, soon it will be over and you will be fine.
But I am not, i am angry and hurt lately
I want to hide from people and be left alone
Knock knock another person at my door
I can't take it much more.
Sorry I can't help you today, we went over this yesterday I state, but it doesn't seem to sink in, i am begged and pleaded with.
With each beg and plead you turn my friendship to disenchantment, each request, you are taking something from me,, i am becoming to weak to keep telling you to not ask me,, soon i will have to tell you to go away for good and it hurts me.
Why can't you see I care and want to be there for you but you can't use me,, my eyes look tired my body feels the stress but I don't see that you care,, soon i will have to tell you I can't care back.
You wonder why I hide away for some solitude or peace, you wonder why even watching TV together is too much for me now.
You have to let me be gain my strength.
I can't plead anymore I can't keep saying no, soon I will not be saying anything at all you will have to leave me and not be apart of who my life is.
Today I locked the door, i didn't answer I knew you were there, today i heard you cuse,,, cause you couldn't reach me,,, today I didn't care.
