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Today I Am Thankful For... Ver. 4 Infinite Chances in an Amazing World

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That's good. I have to say I was very thankful for what I was prescribed when I needed it as well. Kept the ground beneath me :). <3
 
Today I am thankful for the opportunity to start afresh and to having the opportunity to seek for help in becoming a stronger, better me.
 
Today I am thankful for the time I have off. Three days in a row no work. It's like a mini vacation! Time to see my family spend time with my dogs and love my girlfriend. I wish we could go somewhere but with all the snow on the ground driving an automobile that does not have four wheel drive is no good :( all that aside I am thankful for this time away from my work so I can
get away from it all.
 
^ Have a wonderful mini vacation, CG. Make some snow sculptures and post them in the picture thread.;)

thankful today for laughter--best drug ever. Well, second best (as far as euphoria goes) to falling in love/lust but altogether a more reliable high. The great thing about humor is that it truly does exist in almost every situation. And it changes every situation.
 
I have not had a sip of alcohol in one year, and I am very thankful for that. It is so wonderful and beneficial to have that disgusting, poison filth out of my life for good. I still use other drugs, but alcohol to me is the worst of them all and it really had to go. I'm thankful that I'm never hungover anymore, and I always feel consciously aware and in control of myself.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Women.

You are wonderful, amazing creatures.
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neversickanymore said:
The fairer sex <3
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WORD!

Truly amazing what they care and attention what a good one will do. I feel shit and when my girl visits by the time she has gone I'm left feeling like a stallion and a real man who is making someone else happy and I feel not only understood but like she cares and doesn't give a fuck about my failures (as In, she doesn't judge me for them and wants to help me overcome them, but without any element of trying to get me to change in a way I don't wwant to) and just genuinely likes me for me. Which is not a feeling I get a lot. Also, she sits and squeeses all the spots on my back which I find incredibly relaxing. Always bonus points for that.=D

I am mad not to have pushed this towards something more srious sooner, she is an angel (and a whore in the bedrooom%)) and I am mad not to have realised it before (althoug I was out of my mnd on drugs to begin eith.

She even said when out bodies are touching she feels like everything is going to be ok.:) Cheesy as fuck but although I don't have any problem forming sexual relationship I find it hard to actually form proper relationship. No one's ever said something like that to me....think I might be falling love.....:o, never said tha before" I think it helps that she's smarter than me and we don't get to see much of each other so things stay frech.


neversickanymore said:
Thankful my Father is still gracing us with his fine presence. He had a heart attack today, but pulled through. <3=D<3
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Didn't know that, all the best for family nsa....

"A man who doesn't spend time with his family can never be a real man."
-Don Corleone
 
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^No need for apologies--I always like hearing positive things about my gender.=D I love women, myself. I'm bi but that's not what I'm talking about; I've been in a monogamous relationship with my husband for so many years now that it is sort of moot. But I could not do without my women friends. When life is good, they are there. When life is shit, they are really there. Women rock.
 
herbavore said:
^ Have a wonderful mini vacation, CG. Make some snow sculptures and post them in the picture thread.;)

thankful today for laughter--best drug ever. Well, second best (as far as euphoria goes) to falling in love/lust but altogether a more reliable high. The great thing about humor is that it truly does exist in almost every situation. And it changes every situation.
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Very true! We just have to look to the right direction.
 
I am thankful for the first Saturday night out, fun evening with my wife. It might not seem that great
But, it was actually the very first time out since January when I stopped mmt. Never felt good.
It didn't last that much but her humor was really contagious and for a moment I thought I could be okay.
 
herbavore said:
^No need for apologies--I always like hearing positive things about my gender.=D I love women, myself. I'm bi but that's not what I'm talking about; I've been in a monogamous relationship with my husband for so many years now that it is sort of moot. But I could not do without my women friends. When life is good, they are there. When life is shit, they are really there. Women rock.
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I don't know whether it was because I was raised by women primarily but I probably feel as comfortable and happy hanging with girls as I do my own gender, my oldest friend is female. Girls certainly look and smell nicer too=D

I've just had a really good experience recently. I had been seeing this girl irregularly for a couple of years and we like each other and the sex is pure filth. It was never an exclusive relationship but I treated her like a dickhead towards the back end of 2013 (shagging her then ignroing her etc) even though I really liked her (I was in a bit of a bad way mentally/substances/ego etc) and the way she told me off made me respect her so much. She was really self-confident and made it clear in to uncertain terms she deserved be treated with more respect and that she wasn't a hotel. I thought it was really cool the way she knew what she wanted and handled herself and was so straight talking but whilst maintain a perfectly respectable 'lady-like' manner. No nagging just she knows what she wants and she doesn't try to change me just make it clear what is not acceptable. Hot self-confidence.

Without wanting to get too gory (aint nobody got time for dat) we're very very sexually compatiable but also really enjoy each other's company too which is rare thing ime (esp given I'm predominantly a hardcore techno fan and she directs opera). More to the point she seems to take as much comfort in me (god kknows why) and feeling wanted like that (as in not platonic but not purely sexual either) has been a rare thing than me.

Also she's clever than me which is always a good thing. Think I might be falling for her....
 
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