Today I Am Thankful For... Ver. 3: Earth, Wind and Fire!

^ you're lucky you have someone, i been single since '07, havent even kissed a girl since.. i promised my last girl (my son and daughters mom) if she ever left me, i would never have anyone else. Im not one to break promises cuz im a man of my word, but she became a prostitute and got hep c (not saying anything bad bout anyone who has it here, im lucky i dont) and became a crack ho, so i donno how much longer i can be lonely, just the slightest bit of attention lately from any girl makes me happy but at the same time guilty cuz i think im saving myself for her. Who i will most likely never get back..

Anywayz... im thankful for life, that i havent ended it yet.. no matter how many times i've tried ive survived..

ALSO GOT MY GALAXY S4 TODAY.. WOOO! not as great as i expected, but still better than what i had.
 
^^ Aww :( You will find someone hun I promise. It took me a while before I found my current boyfriend. I was in an abusive, toxic relationship for 5 years... Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way tonight, I can tell it's a tough time for you <3
 
the bluejay that I have trained to eat out of my hand. He is a character and he makes me laugh every day.
 
The night, darkness, stars, and especially the moon (it will be a full moon in a week :) ) my moods/mental state are set to the same cycle as the moon, how weird is that? lol.

On another note, if you've seen my posts bout me being so sick for the past year and shit.. come to think about it, (i thought about this about 10min ago) i feel better now than i did at this same time last year, so i guess i am slowly getting better.. just wish i knew how much longer till "normal" comes.
 
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spring.. sorta, open water on the river..

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^ nice.. snow n ice r melting here too. I'm thinking for some exercise.today (since I feel a bit better) I'll take a walk to the beach down the road.
 
Thankful for having the energy and motivation to finally lift some weights and go outside n walk around for a bit.. then a hot bath.
Wds ain't feeling so bad anymore :) .
 
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