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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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I'm thankful for having a program that is helping me see truth again. It's always been there, I've just never been willing to be there for it.

Here's to charecter defects being taken from us and asking for god to remove my short comings.
 
thankful for opiate replacement
my family
my friends
really nice guy at methadone clinic who gave me half of his 160mg dose yesterday....he noticed i was in wd and had misplaced one of my take home doses....that does not happen everyday
 
Well I believe there is a showdown this weekend.. me versus my son.. 24 hour vid marathon.. first one down losses.. no naps no prisoners. Ha.. the little guy has no idea what hes up against.. Pahhh, 24 hours without sleep, i could do that in my sleep.. wont even have me warmed up.. thankful for the long weekend and who I get to spend it with<3
 
^Glad to hear it, CH!<3

I am thankful for so many things, but more than anything, my friends. To have people in your life that you can truly be yourself with, that accept you with all your faults and shortcomings and help you to see your virtues is something that I never take for granted. The value of these relationships in my life is incalculable.
 
i am thankful that i am clean and living life without the weight of the world chained to my neck. i am thankful for my friends and family that stuck it out with me. i am thankful that i don't wake up sick every day. and that i can actually get my dope ass watch out of pawn, among other things. i am thankful for a really good friend of mine giving me a job opportunity to get my career back on track in the healthcare field. i am thankful i can just live, go out with friends have a drink instead of the old hustle, score, fix, repeat hamster wheel lifestyle i was living.
 
Thankful for:
My family and my pets

I had an emotional week, I thought I was going to get to temporarily move to a place in the country in Arkansas. Everything was set but then nobody else would cooperate. I thought it was going to happen but it didn't and probably won't. I found out I have a chance to get involved in a research project with the university. I was too suggestible because of drugs and I said something pessimistic as usual. My mom tries to encourage me and did such a good job at it that I thought I probably would get to work on it. Now I know that I probably have no better chance than anyone else who is interested. I am still thankful that I have a shot at it and my professor and adviser know how interested I am in it and maybe that will get me somewhere.


I am really thankful that my pets have done so well.

My raccoon, Lucky, has been extremely gentle and affectionate all week, not always jumping all over me and playing rough. I was worried about the way he was acting but he seems happy. He just isn't playing rough like he normally does. My mom thinks he can somehow sense that I am having emotional issues and that is why he is acting that way. She might be right, I don't know if that is logical or not. I hope she is right and there is nothing wrong with him. He eats fine and acts happy so there is probably nothing wrong with him. I am thankful for having him and I am glad both of my pets seem happy.

I am glad that my niece and her son seem to be safe for now, though it looks like he is just gone somewhere and she'll go back to that child-abusing asshole as soon as possible.

I am thankful I have not yet destroyed my mind. What I have done for over a week is foolish and stupid and it needs to stop (and I think I am going to stop for a while - I need to function normally because of certain situations).

There are a lot of bad things going on around me and it is worrying and sad but right now everyone is okay but these bad things will continue. I hope I can do something to improve certain situations. I am thankful that these problems can be solved or helped and I feel thankful that I may be able to do something to help with these situations.

I am thankful for my own life. I think there may be better days in my future and I can't go back to better days from the past (most of my past was full of bad things though). I am glad to be alive now, I am glad to have hope for my future. Hope is something you really miss when you lose it, so if you have hope, be very thankful for that!
 
I am thankful for time to be alive, for all the people in my life that make me feel this way, all the animals in my life that make me feel this way and for the earth itself, which brings me joy to see it every single day.
 
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