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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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My friends, especially those far away, who have put up with a lot from me lately and all been amazing <3
 
I'm thankful for my mom and her boss for helping me out with a part time job until a few weeks after tax session ends. She got a better understanding of exactly how I've been feeling lately resulting from a big confrontation with my dad, that led me to let them know that I've been feeling like I want to die frequently and that I have cut myself a handful of times real recently. I think this made her feel a bit more sympathy for me, and realized that I am struggling to find employment which is making my depression a lot worse, so helping me find some sort of job is one of the best ways she can help me out.
 
effie said:
My friends, especially those far away, who have put up with a lot from me lately and all been amazing <3
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I'm thankful for this post. It reminded me that one of my bestfriends who has been in Central America for the past month, gave me a call while I was in Class tonight. I'm going to give him a call here pretty soon. I've been wanting to talk to him for a long time now, especially as everything went all upside down in January while he was unavailable.
 
So thankful to receive a call from both my parents separately today to wish me a happy valentines day. And for a wonderful boyfriend who got me a really awesome and personal present and not just a generic box of chocolates or a bouquet of roses he got on his way home.
 
Today i am thankful for my artistic talent, we can't afford cards or gifts so i made my man a card and wrote him a song instead of a poem inside. He loves it. I did make one while i was in the asylum but forgot to bring it home and it was really pretty, full of jewels, sparkly stuff and ribbon etc :( me and my rubbish memory. On a brighter note, the olanzapine is in my system and is working it's magic already, yay :D
 
Today i disclosed and admitted some problems that i have hidden away for a while now, im thankfull i was able to face up to that and do it no matter how fucking hard it was.

Splat.... Gets ya bout the housing...One place ive lived in comes to mind when you say like a home, a place where one was content, unfortunatly i moved outta there coz the bulldoser was comin to smash it down... Beautifull beachfront Untouched.... You should see it today its a fucking embarrasment...My old place is now a 5 story Hotel/ resturant. The whole strip is similar last time i visit like a year ago. Enough to make me sick:(
 
S.M.F.G. that is fantastic. It is so hard to do but then it does feel like a weight lifted off. I think one of the real benefits is that we feel our courage and sometimes we didn't know we had it in us.:)

I am thankful for friends.
 
Thanks Doomed, I dont usually get stomach cramps seeing as how the quality of the product in both in UK and Eire has dwindled down to what must be a 10th the strength of what it was when I started back in 2009, but if they do occur I'll definitely be doing that. Appreciate the reminder friend.
 
Hey no worries. Im on opiates for pain and there have been occasions when my chemist doesnt have my meds so i got left a full weekend with no meds, and when it's fentanyl wds it is pretty brutal. Also if you can get your hands onparamol that will help more as its strongest otc dhc you can get. Might help a little better than just codeine :)
 
today i'm thankful that my financial aid finally went through and i don't have to worry about how i'm going to pay this semester. it happened 1 day before tuition was due, but that doesn't matter...it happened. :)
 
Today I am thankful for my mom... Well I am everyday even though sometimes I say otherwise. Well I didn't fall asleep till late today and I woke up at 4pm.... Anyways I turn over and see a note by the side of my bed from my mom. It was the sweetest thing ever and it just makes me feel like an ass for worrying her these past days.... Its just a small note saying we should do my taxes later, and then get my fafsa done and she mentions that grimm is on tonight and we should then take a walk together... Then she puts I love you my (insert embarrassing nickname here) and then love mom. It made my day though <3 I love my mom.
 
being able to catch fleeting hours of sleep in my Office between various stupid things I must content with.

2 1/2 hours of sleep may sound like jack shit, but when you really really need it, be thankful for it!
 
^ Have you looked into proper polyphasic sleep? While you would need to have the flexibility to schedule your naps fairly rigidly, if you could pull it off you could get by with a LOT less sleep per day. I wouldn't recommend it for most, but I'd bet that you'd really benefit from even giving an Everyman schedule a try.
 
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