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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Hey aveo! That's a fantastic list, good to see you in here <3

I'm thankful for you! :) <3
 
I miss dreaming. I either have none or i have night terrors and flas backs, they have been happening 3-4 times a day since i was on the psych ward. No wonder i am feeling so unwell mentally and physically, i need the REM sleep to help heal my body, and I don't get it. I really want to try melatonin but this country doesn't have it, so i am checking the legality of importing it and getting my friend in Texas to send some for me.
 
herbavore said:
^awww<3 Hi, there, you! Glad to hear, especially about being able to dream again--so essential.
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Thanks, its been a while since I checked in TDS, congrats (prolly way late) on mod spot! I am thankful for that too cus I know how much you care!

effie said:
Hey aveo! That's a fantastic list, good to see you in here <3

I'm thankful for you! :) <3
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Right back at you. On the real, dunno what I would do without ya!

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I miss dreaming. I either have none or i have night terrors and flas backs, they have been happening 3-4 times a day since i was on the psych ward. No wonder i am feeling so unwell mentally and physically, i need the REM sleep to help heal my body, and I don't get it. I really want to try melatonin but this country doesn't have it, so i am checking the legality of importing it and getting my friend in Texas to send some for me.
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I feel for ya, I know that pain. Best wishes!
 
I have slept lots on and off today, my body is exhausted from the pain and my mind is trying to run down the slippery path of darkness and i do not like it one bit. Looks like it is time for antipsychotic medication tomorrow
 
Both hun, i have crps type 2, ptsd, panic disorder, agoraphobia, severe adjustment disorder with anxiety and depression and possibly bipolar 1 with psychosis. Im just a fuck up lol
 
Your not a fuck up, you were just blessed to have these trials because you can see the world differently and it makes you stronger. I know it sounds ill-logical but its true and thats what you have to believe. Not saying that will be easy to accomplish, because I would be a joke if I said it would be, but you have much love here from me.

If you can, make a gratitude journal and every morning write five things down you are grateful for (a tip from an unlikely source: Goldie Hawn) as its hard to be unhappy when your grateful. I know you have done it on here but this would be more personal and just for you.

I was on the brink of death 5 days ago and it has changed my attitude about my life. Cant give deets as its very personal, sorry about that, but your not alone. This I promise :) I know it does not make your situation easier but....
 
I write and draw all of e time but my hand is too seized up and painful today to do anything creatively so i am listening to music and writing lyrics. I know where you are coming from, i am blessed in a way but im sad that my family have to witness the pain that i endure everyday, i see the hurrt in their eyes and it kills me inside. I am over empathetic, due to being in constant physical and emotional agony, so at times i read the posts on here and i cry and cry because I can really feel people's pain. Sounds weird but it is true.

I hope you are making a full recovery, and i am really sorry to hear what you have been through. If you ever need to chat about anything pm me, i can actually give some pretty good advice, i had a hard paper round as a kid as the saying goes, i have seen too much heartache for someone so young, but it has made me a kind, caring helpful person so i am greatful for it all, even though it has been a long and painful road so far.

Hugs aveo and get better soon sugar <3
 
Awwww you two are such a great couple. I am glad you have each other, you are the epitome of perfection together Eukaryote <3
 
You two are just an awesome couple, you are both super intelligent, caring, funny, kind lovely people, I am blessed to have become friends with you guys as your opinion means an awful lot to me.

I am thankful that i will be on antipsychotics and more pain meds by the end of today or tomorrow. W00t no more rapid cycling :)
 
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