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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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For my amazing headphones even though I hate walking around with them when walking home at night from work /:
 
Today i am thankful for ren as my sister is a narcisstic nasty evil gold digging junkie whore and i have always been thte for her and now she has destroyed my mindstate
 
I'm so thankful for the local methadone clinic.. the program is helping me turn my life around, when I was dangling by a hair over the abyss.

AND of course, thankful for the people in my life that influenced me to get my ass into the program and stop killing myself. It was almost too late.

I once was lost but now I'm found

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Thankful that I have now got a few relaxing days off work.
Gonna sit down with a cup of tea and chill out.
 
only maybe a 1/4 gram of marijuana today, zero signs of nausea.


this is really really fucking good




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feels great to eat, not be stoned out of my mind, and not keeled over wanting and wondering if this day will ever come ~ it was terrifying when the pain stopped, because then i was left to wonder when and if it will come back...i hate IF's especially ones like that.

i figured that i would enjoy the lessening of pain while it was happening, and if it came back. then i was going to go night night.
the pain has been gone like 6-7 months now.
 
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my brain going wild, only some crumbs rolled into a spliff today. no nausea

Ashwagandha, this is what i have found to be helpful for this, and was helpful during my benzo w/d, much more so then Valerian. and it is very very healthy....

Ashwagandha + link source
Researchers at the University of Texas Health Science Center also looked at the effects of ashwagandha. They found that extracts of the shrub had activity that was similar to GABA, which could explain why the plant is effective in reducing anxiety.
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Today I am thankful that I didn't go out and score when I could have done and chose to take me methadone instead.
 
Excellent S.M.F.G! There certainly are fragments out there, and fortunately a lot of them are clustered in TDS :) <3

And congrats maxalfie, that's fantastic :D

Today I am thankful for my work for being so understanding. Back in 2 weeks! :)
 
Thanks Effie.
Today I am thankful for having a productive meeting with my drug keyworker and for my best friend looking out for me and making sure I eat something every day.
 
You are most right effie:).... maxalife im thankfull that ur doin well and that u got that support there, eating can seem impossible for me most days...
Also thankfull for a little bit of stress shit off my chest, Thinks ive everything to send the child into highschool this year with 2 days to spare. A better effort this year even if only by one day:\
 
Today, I am thankful for my iPad, which was a gift :)

I would not be able to join all you lovely people here tonite and read or post anything had I not received it! (my laptop is currently being backed up to go in for service, you can read today's blog if you really care about the details :D )
 
Thankful for my best mate, alphaghetti, warm gloves, and all the wankers in the Lounge
 
maxalfie said:
Thanks Effie.
Today I am thankful for having a productive meeting with my drug keyworker and for my best friend looking out for me and making sure I eat something every day.
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Eating's an issue for me too so I have an online friend I speak to every night check for me, and every friend I see irl checks too hah.. we'll get there. Glad you have a good keyworker and best friend :)

Today I am thankful for jumpers and scarves! Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
 
effie said:
Today I am thankful for jumpers and scarves! Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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You aren't joking! We've had a cold, rainy winter that turned to snow/hail/freezing temps this weekend. It's nothing compared with what some go through (especially my Canadian friends) but yikes...

This is going to sound weird, but today I am thankful to be wearing my jumper (sweater in American ;)) and my scarf to court to support my close friend up here. He caught a nasty charge (weed related) before I met him, and has to appear in front of the judge every two weeks. We met with the caseworker to come up with a plan for him on Tuesday that involves therapy for past traumas and perhaps even a scholarship so he can finish his college education. I am thankful for him opening up to me about his problems so we can arrive at solutions that will bring him fulfillment and happiness.
 
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