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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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I'm thankful that I'm able to see life from new perspectives and angles that some people may not.

I'm thankful that I have the ability to help people when they need it. It brings me a sense of great accomplishment.

I'm thankful for acknowledging how far I've come in life and being able to see that I'm a very strong person.

I'm thankful to have the opportunity TO be thankful...

<3
 
Ugh I've been feeling compleatly depressed :(. I've been consumed with working on another website and for the first time there wasn't something for me to do over there so I got to respond to posts. Thank god. I've been waking up with the worst depression imaginable. I have to turn on all of the lights in the house (I guess to make it appear brighter/happier). I finally had a chance to start reply to posts again and what do you know :) my mood feels stable again. <3 TDS is and has always been my medicine.

I am thankful for TDS <3
 
I'm thankful for the two true friends I have irl , my psychiatrist who i finally trusted and now my PTSD is 10 fold better.

grateful for the amount of help as an addict I am able to get , I know it wasn't always like this. Grateful that I finally woke up and took an honest look at myself and can finally move on to a good life that I now know I deserve if i work for it !
 
^Both very good things to be thankful for and made me realize that I'm hungry. :D

Right now I'm thankful for being able to sleep in.
 
Im thankful i have air in my lungs and a heart beat in my chest. Everyday that im alive after the shit i been through is a fucking gift to be thankful for. Going to visit a friend in treatment and im thankful im not the one in treatment. Though i am thinking of having my insurance company send me to passages malibu for a vacation lol. Have to fake a piss test to be dirty though lol
 
Today I am thankful that I have not used heroin for one month and one day(but who's counting)?
I love not thinking about heroin as soon as I wake up.Each day I feel more alive and my personality is slowly returning also, I love it.
 
Had a few recent experiences working with parapalegics, fully paralyzed from the neck down. I'm thankful I can move all my limbs. Been feelin' blah..depressed, overwhelmed, anxious etc. But seeing these people makes me realize I should be happy I have my health.
 
My friend Jane. She is the kind of person that truly listens. I am never afraid of her judgement, because she doesn't make them. She is an amazing person. I am so grateful that she has been my friend for 24 years.

I am also grateful to live in a place that had a full-on 100 degree summer day to start October off. Sort of felt like summer turning around to give you the best kiss you have ever experienced before hopping on a train outa here.=D
 
So many things to be grateful for...
I think it's interesting how, during moments of particular adversity, my scope and sense of gratitude tunnel-visions and I'm left feeling sorry for myself. This morning has followed this familiar path, and it's high-time I begin giving away sentiments of thanks...

Most especially, I am grateful for my wonderful girlfriend who I'd hoped to shield entirely from the deleterious effects of my struggles with drug addiction and alcoholism. As a consequence of my behavior, however, she's stuck right in the middle of it with me as I go through the legal motions. It feels trite trying to type out how thankful I am for her continued presence in my life - a presence that eclipses any source of sorrow I may feel threatens my well-being.

I am also thankful for my job. It can be demeaning, monotonous, thankless, ostracizing, boring, directionless and overwhelming - but the money that I earn from it continues to support the rigorous restructuring of my life. I'm spending my 3rd day in a row working 18 hours, away from my lover and friends, but I'm truly blessed to be able to do so.

Oh, life - you smarmy, enigmatic peripheral shadow.
To understand you...
 
maxalfie said:
Today I am thankful that I have not used heroin for one month and one day(but who's counting)?
I love not thinking about heroin as soon as I wake up.Each day I feel more alive and my personality is slowly returning also, I love it.
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That's amazing, and very inspiring. I'm looking forward to feeling that way too <3
 
Oh, Serotonin, I am so damn happy for you! 1AM in what time zone? I have to celebrate.:D<3<3

@maxalfieYou are doing it! <3<3<3
 
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