To you

I am not going to contact you again. Not because I dont want to talk, as I do, but because the time has past for us to talk.

When I walked back in to the lounge room and realised you had left, I broke apart. I relapsed. I am glad I had some gear that I had not even thought about having before this happened as I think it was either that or scream and cry at how dumb I have been over you.

I am sorry. Thankyou for everything you have done that was good over the last 6 months.

But I did not deserve being left like this. I am finding it hard to cope with this. But Ill get there.

 

I don't envy you your situation right now, but you've already shown yourself to be so strong to have made it as far as you have. I envy your strength.

Dead weight needs to be discarded. Chin up, and good luck

 

^Thankyou Dave

 

Anytime.