To the people that caused the suicide of a girl I know

[MagicalDelight]

This is her variation.

"you do everything I wish I did
everybody wants you, everybody loves you

except they don't know you at all, and if they did they'd HATE you.

I know, I can’t tell them how I feel
I wish you wannabes would disappear
Every time they call me, they don’t know I’m like me
And you’re too mean to say.

Ooh, they had a crush on you
They thought you feel the way that I do
You get a rush, they give drugs to you
Ooh they had a crush on ME
A crush on me

You know, I’m the one they want to talk to
And sometimes you say a lot of things that aren’t true
They just think they know you
And you say exactly how you feel about it
And they think I am that way

Ooh, they had a crush on you
They think you feel the way that I do
You get a rush from drugs they give you
Ooh they had a crush on ME, a crush on ME.

You know, everything that I'm afraid of
You even know the base of all my fears
You know everything about me
You do, everything I wish I did
nobody wants you, nobody loves you

I try to tell someone how I feel
I wish, you would disappear

People thought they had a crush on you
They thought you feel the way that I do
THEY HAD A CRUSH ON ME

You know, I'm the one they want to talk to
Sometimes, you tell me things that I don't want to know

You say, exactly how you feel about it
Then they think I am that way

People thought they had a crush on you
They thought you feel the way that I do
THEY HAD A CRUSH ON ME

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows.
But they’ve got a crush on YOU

You say, everything it seems I say
But I feel, everything you wish you feel
They will always love me, they will always need me

BUT THEY THINK YOU'RE ME."

 

[MagicalDelight]

The song 'Beautiful Liar' is about her enemy. The song 'Run' by Snow Patrol may have been inspired by an addiction that her ex had, and the song 'Better than Me' by Hinder was definitely inspired by him. The song 'lips of an angel' is about her enemy and herself. The song started out to be about her enemy but in the music video it becomes clear that it is about her. Her enemy had angel lips for real, so the song is still sort of for her more than the suicide. Her enemy had gone out with the boy I mentioned; that's the theme of the video.

Here is a song written about the people who would have loved her had they not thought someone else was her:

'Right Here' -Edwin

"There's a cigarette sunset,
Going down, on her town.
She looks out the window,
Sky is red, snow has turned to brown.
And no one seems to know,
About the girl on the fifteenth floor,
This close to letting go.
She thinks she's all alone,
Her heart has turned to stone.
She don't know that I'm right here.
And no one understands,
No one takes her hand.
She don't know that I'm right here.
Public transportation,
It gets her where she needs to be.
I'm running for the bus stop,
But the doors close, and pull away.
Her sad eyes don't see me.
And no one seems to know,
About the girl in the fifteenth row,
This close to letting go.
She thinks she's all alone,
Her heart has turned to stone.
She don't know that I'm right here.
And no one understands,
No one gives a damn.
She don't know that I'm right here.
She don't seem to know,
In this ugly world, someone things she's beautiful...
Beautiful..."

And here is part of one that was inspired by her mistakenly thinking she had breast cancer:

'Skin' -Rascal Flatts

"She dreams she's dancing, around and around, without any cares and her very first love (her first boyfriend committed suicide himself) is holding her close, and the soft wind is blowing her hair."

I'm not sure, but it's possible that the beginning of the 'What Hurts the Most' video is about the role of her abusive father in the death of her boyfriend.

'Freshmen' -Verve Pipe

This one is about her boyfriend's suicide, and everyone feeling bad. She took pills and tried to kill herself right after he killed himself; then years later she actually did it, jumping out a window.

"When I was young I knew everything
She a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place."

This song is because she fell into her boyfriend's arms one day, and he wasn't who he said he was. Also, when a man proposed to her she wanted him to stand up because she felt the symbolism of getting down on one knee was submissive.

'Weak in the Knees' Serena Ryder

"Would you mind if I pretended we were somewhere else,
Doing something we wanted to,
'Cause all this living makes me wanna do,
Is die because I can't live with you,
And you don't even care.
Would you mind if I pretended I was someone else,
With courage in love and war.
I use to think that's what I was,
But now this lying hurts to much,
And I don't know what for.

I'm weak in the knees for you,
But I'll stand if you want me to.
My legs are strong and I'll move on,
But hunny I'm weak, in the knees.

Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face,
Infront of all your friends.
Would you mind if I got drunk and said,
I wanna take you home to bed,
Oh would you change your mind?

I'm weak in the knees for you,
But I'll stand if you want me to.
My legs are strong, and I'll move on,
But hunny I'm weak, in the knees, for you"

 

[InTherapy82]

Who is this girl?

 

[MagicalDelight]

...

Shara Nightly!!

 

[InTherapy82]

sorry, don't want to be mean or anything, but no one can really cause the suicide of someone. It's a personal choice. I've had some pretty shitty life situations and I thought about what my mom would feel if I committed suicide and I chose not to do it. The world can be a mean, cold, cruel place. You have to accept that no one killed her. She chose to stop fighting for a better life for herself and let mean people get to her. It's very sad. At least she is not suffering anymore.