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femmme fatal

femmme fatal

Bluelighter
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toronto, ontario, canada
Sometimes i wrap myself in darkness,
I pretend everything's alright;
but a somber voice reminds me,
that i really needn't fight.
I'm so sick of all the details,
and i'm heavy with disdain;
I'm so soaked in my own stigma,
i've lost zeal in staying sane.
So I shall shed a hapless tear,
and fade out to sallow grey;
I feel as long as I'm a detail,
I'll forever be this way.
My abraded thoughts forget me,
my omission takes their place;
and so becoming obsolete, i find,
is nothing short of grace.
aj the femme
 
I think we do run into dark times when who we are overshadows who we want to be completely... becoming too comfortable in how we think and how we live is a bad path to be on.
I love the person that you have yet to become AJ, and that is one thing that I can promise you for ages to come, sweet girl.
 
there has been sooo many times when Ive doubted my sanity coz I think in a different way to every one else and coz I have different values to everyone else, but a while ago I fucked off the idea of being like everyone else and decided to see how far i could go using MY mind instead of the mind imposed on me be being like the flock. I tried being like them but the challenges ran out too quick, so I chose ot be like me and I found a whole new set of challenges. by "normal" reconing Im probably crazy, by my reckoning its most of the rest of the world thats mad.of course neither of us is right, its only a description of something that doesnt matter anyway, but now im happy when I wasnt before and thats the main thing.jeez I can ramble sometimes :) ummm I think Ive lost the topic completely :) lol. all Im trying to say is, its good to lose zeal in staying sane, just dont lose zeal in staying happy. sane will force you into being something youre not, whereas being happy is all that really matters in a life as temporary as ours. worry about the important things and dont worry about silly things like being "sane" :)
 
thanks guys :)
i must admit, i wrote this some time ago, possibly 4 or 5 years... i found it when i was going through an old notebook of mine... funny, the first thing i thought was: "what kind of 14 yr old writes stuff like this?"
heh... tha's what you get for being fuct like me ;)
aj the femme
 
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