You should be ashamed for what you did. You are a sorry ass junkie thief that will play anyone anyway to support his habit. After all the kindness and all the times I spent money on your worthless ass cause you were always broke, you ought to be ashamed. I don't know what went on exactly, but obviously you took off with my money, started tweeking and getting fucked by some top you wouldn't shut up about and shooting dope at my expense. I hope you enjoyed your fucking self. It took this experience to open my eyes to a truth that a real friend of mine told me today. I admit alot of this was my fault for putting out money and paying for
your ass which was most of the time. Shame on me too. Not anymore, I will learn from this. You have taught me well. Just remember this. As long as you go on lying to yourself, trying to convince yourself you are straight when all the time I've known you, you repeatedly said you are into hard core gay sex, what the fuck? Who the hell do you think you are fooling? The fact that you believe that God does not love and accept you because you are gay I know is the reason for this. Wake up and look at yourself! Unless you come to terms with who and what you really are, you will ultimately never be free of the needle. Your habit will tear you up and kick you down.
Forget about any dreams of having your own place to live, an honest income, or a little money in your pocket. Foreign concept eh? The first time your cash flow comes your way from a certain investment will be spent on a large amount of dope, supposedly for selling. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE FUCKING COFFEE! As you will find out for yourself, junkies cannot be dealers. I told you that, but you are blind to so many things. Experience is a harsh teacher. You will find out soon enough exactly where you are headed. Your habit will kick your ass. The longer you go on treating people
this way, the longer you hide behind your tunnel vision of this obsurd notion you are straight, yet go cruising for gay sex, the longer you will hide behind your habit and your constant quests for numerous one night stands. The last thing I have to say to you which you sadly will probably never believe, is that God loves straight and gay alike. I'm no longer angry, just hurt. I wish you no ill and I hope against hope that one day you will be free of your habit.
your ass which was most of the time. Shame on me too. Not anymore, I will learn from this. You have taught me well. Just remember this. As long as you go on lying to yourself, trying to convince yourself you are straight when all the time I've known you, you repeatedly said you are into hard core gay sex, what the fuck? Who the hell do you think you are fooling? The fact that you believe that God does not love and accept you because you are gay I know is the reason for this. Wake up and look at yourself! Unless you come to terms with who and what you really are, you will ultimately never be free of the needle. Your habit will tear you up and kick you down.
Forget about any dreams of having your own place to live, an honest income, or a little money in your pocket. Foreign concept eh? The first time your cash flow comes your way from a certain investment will be spent on a large amount of dope, supposedly for selling. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE FUCKING COFFEE! As you will find out for yourself, junkies cannot be dealers. I told you that, but you are blind to so many things. Experience is a harsh teacher. You will find out soon enough exactly where you are headed. Your habit will kick your ass. The longer you go on treating people
this way, the longer you hide behind your tunnel vision of this obsurd notion you are straight, yet go cruising for gay sex, the longer you will hide behind your habit and your constant quests for numerous one night stands. The last thing I have to say to you which you sadly will probably never believe, is that God loves straight and gay alike. I'm no longer angry, just hurt. I wish you no ill and I hope against hope that one day you will be free of your habit.
