To Sleep, Perchance to Dream...

When I get where I'm going
on the far side of the sky.
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly.

I'm gonna land beside a lion,
and run my fingers through his mane.
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain

Yeah when I get where I'm going,
there'll be only happy tears.
I will shed the sins and struggles,
I have carried all these years.
And I'll leave my heart wide open,
I will love and have no fear.
Yeah when I get where I'm going,
Don't cry for me down here.

So much pain and so much darkness,
in this world we stumble through.
All these questions, I can't answer,
so much work to do.

Living your life knowing that you might never wake from sleep, how easy is it to fall asleep?
The doctors assure you that you will, that they've "fixed" god's mistake. How can they assure that when they have no hand in the play.
How can they foolishly assure next breath, when nothings a gaurentee.

Living life with an incurable disease that will one day rob you of sanity, ability to think, sight, higher brain function, reason, mobility, and one day even rob you of your life....

They sugar coat it, oh it's nothing big. Oh lots of kids are getting it now, are born with it....you can live a full productive life.

Depression, weakness, tremors, memory loss, not recalling most of your life. Yes fantastic fucking life Health Canada.

Epilepsy, the dark side of life.

Fuck you.