To all those who love, and hurt massive, to myslelf, to heartbreak , to life

[goodnitestar]

To all those who love, and hurt massive, to myslelf, to heartbreak , to life

And with every smile
with each whisper
each glance of a eye
one more hit
one more pill
two more excuses
creeping steps
abandoned beds
apointments made for lust
while im sitting naked
waiting for your only touch
infidelity fills this sad soul
dirty streets
dirty sheets
and you were dirty
my hands clean
my horror held tight
embracing pillows
pretending shadows
to the inheritance
of your silent strife
pictures loosend courious
eyes
while I drank more
and more ....
thowing things
breaking anything
felt good , tears felt more
my heart to many times
massive matter weight
LIFE
and the open door
to a new start
a chance , many reasons
should I run ?
or stay here
no
trust
just tears
fill me with
another place
to hide
rather than face
the cruel world
waiting to tear me up again
No thanks
ill just wait here
and say again to you
goodnite love

 

[E-girl]

this was fabulous... you stirred up a lot of what i thought were buried emotions in me. thank you.