Eyes On the Roll
Bluelighter
manic depression
racing thoughts
stirring emotions
flamboyant gestures
they make me seem like hanibal lector
suicidal tendencies
homicidal thoughts
when will it all stop?
In society there is no place for me to sew my crop
Is this your reality?
Substitute yours and induce mine
and i can find
whatever it is i need to survive
and you will realize
how your shoes feel swapped with mine
isn't it tough?
not knowing how you'll feel
when you wake up at nine
i like how your shoes feel, comfortably benign
mentally sound, with a stable mind
See, i have manic depression
and all the pain in the world is mine
I wake up and say "oh dear, i wish this day would go fine"
but really i'm looking for a sign
but the problem is..
I loose touch with reality all the time
I have unrealistic delusions that rule my mind
I have plans, that to get to, i need a ladder to climb
picture that, but a flaming ladder stretching to galaxy 9
that's the improbable, and my brain chemistry is unaligned
thats why I take meds, till i'm doped out of my mind
It makes life hard, being zombified
with no one to trust, or to say hi
the only peace i'll get
is in a casket
where i can eternally lie
I have like 12 others but they are really long. I did 140mgs of adderall yesterday and wrote my ass off all night. I just cant seem to write without it, my other poems are much longer and deeper. I have one thats really dark and is in suicide note format, kind of like "adams song" by blink 182
racing thoughts
stirring emotions
flamboyant gestures
they make me seem like hanibal lector
suicidal tendencies
homicidal thoughts
when will it all stop?
In society there is no place for me to sew my crop
Is this your reality?
Substitute yours and induce mine
and i can find
whatever it is i need to survive
and you will realize
how your shoes feel swapped with mine
isn't it tough?
not knowing how you'll feel
when you wake up at nine
i like how your shoes feel, comfortably benign
mentally sound, with a stable mind
See, i have manic depression
and all the pain in the world is mine
I wake up and say "oh dear, i wish this day would go fine"
but really i'm looking for a sign
but the problem is..
I loose touch with reality all the time
I have unrealistic delusions that rule my mind
I have plans, that to get to, i need a ladder to climb
picture that, but a flaming ladder stretching to galaxy 9
that's the improbable, and my brain chemistry is unaligned
thats why I take meds, till i'm doped out of my mind
It makes life hard, being zombified
with no one to trust, or to say hi
the only peace i'll get
is in a casket
where i can eternally lie
I have like 12 others but they are really long. I did 140mgs of adderall yesterday and wrote my ass off all night. I just cant seem to write without it, my other poems are much longer and deeper. I have one thats really dark and is in suicide note format, kind of like "adams song" by blink 182
