i'm tired of tears
i'm sick of fake smiles
i'm fuckin' with loneliness
i'm sitting outside.
why is it so hard to believe?
why is it so hard to understand?
why can't you just let me be?
why can't you bring peace?
i just thought i was made to help
made to love
made to express myself
why is this so bad?
i know i'm not normal
i know i scare them away
i know this is just noise
inside my head.
i just wanted to see the stars
like i did before,
but you took them away
a cruel act.
now i'm sitting here
outside
awaiting the day
when i'm to die.
and when that day comes,
i'm sure to be normal
i'm sure to have loved
i'm sure to be the perfect girl
in my mother's eyes.
I will be praised
by those i helped
and i will hear crying
from those who told me crying
was the worst thing i could do.
so when you turn around
and see me dead
remember when i kneeled
and begged for happiness
and you told me
to go ahead and be like everyone else.
****it's not very good writing, but i just had to let the anger go somewhere*****
i'm sick of fake smiles
i'm fuckin' with loneliness
i'm sitting outside.
why is it so hard to believe?
why is it so hard to understand?
why can't you just let me be?
why can't you bring peace?
i just thought i was made to help
made to love
made to express myself
why is this so bad?
i know i'm not normal
i know i scare them away
i know this is just noise
inside my head.
i just wanted to see the stars
like i did before,
but you took them away
a cruel act.
now i'm sitting here
outside
awaiting the day
when i'm to die.
and when that day comes,
i'm sure to be normal
i'm sure to have loved
i'm sure to be the perfect girl
in my mother's eyes.
I will be praised
by those i helped
and i will hear crying
from those who told me crying
was the worst thing i could do.
so when you turn around
and see me dead
remember when i kneeled
and begged for happiness
and you told me
to go ahead and be like everyone else.
****it's not very good writing, but i just had to let the anger go somewhere*****
