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Tired of chipping need motivation

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Cokey30

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I've went thru withdrawal twice and as of last October I started chipping not a lot maybe 15/-25 mg of loratab a day My schedule has been something like 3 days on 4 days off sometimes more days off and more on and maybe once every 4-5 weeks I might go a full 7-10 days... sometimes I get a slight withdrawl restless sleep for the first night or 2 not insomnia and and slight axienty and running nose for about 12 hours that's it ....but the mental cravings are starting to get bad although I'm still able to get a nice nod on a 10mg empty stomach and 15 mg after a few hours of eating (light weight I know )sometimes I think when u go through full blown withdrawl it hits u so hard for the time being you never want another opiate again,but chipping I feel affects u differently u know u need to quit but since all hell hasn't broke loose u keep going ...sorry for the long post just needed to vent and need some motivation to stop b4 it's to late thanks
 
dude, be careful. i don't mean this in a preachy way, but from recent experience it's fresh in my head... that shit creeps up on you. i thought i was still just chipping until suddenly i got dopesick after a few days on. i took that as writing on the wall and am trying to kick now, and it sucks. again, i'm not trying to sound like i've seen it all etc. in fact i still feel like a noob. but wow, i was surprised how it snuck up on me. and i continue to be surprised at how strong the cravings are.
good luck. feel free to PM if you ever care to.
-Sim
 
Preachy or not shit your right...it's been 36 hours since my last dose phyiscally I'm fine and that's where I always fuck up thinking I can have another round because of it smh
 
The cravings are only goin to get worse and if u think u cave in to the cravings now just wait till your shiting your pants and your body is flopping around in bed and u cant sleep...its goin to be tough no matter whaT u might as well stop when u can still function and go places to fight the boredom instead of waiting till full blown withdrawal where u can barely leave the house..

just imagine fighting the cravings and the boredom when u cant even leave the house for a few days cause ur so sick..the mental addiction is the real issue the physical stuff will work itself out but the mental part is sometbing u have to take care of yoursef either now or later
 
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