Of course we all enjoy those wanking sessions in the moment but I recall nearly always regretting having wasted hour upon hour which could have been put to much better use. Almost invariably when I've taken stims in the past I find as it kicks in more and more is the more 'irresistable' jerking off seems. Then I 'take a little look at porn' 20 mins-30 mins, one hour, sweat building up now, just 10 more mins, just another ten then really I'll stop and do something else' and 4+ hours have passed.
I've found this thought cycle keeps me gripped until finally the drug begins to wear off and I feel really stupid and/or I cum in a heap of sweat with my dick in my hand and often chafe marks on my dick which sting for days after while they heal.
I always have thought to myself how much more productive I could be taking stims but it has as many times as I can recall ended up in the above squandering of my time.
I was wondering what preventative steps could be taken to avoid such a scenario in future. Sure I would maybe welcome cranking one or ten out when Im coming down but not as the main show, I wanna try actually getting productive stuff done while stimming. I probably crank between 3 and 5 times a day normally without any drugs anyhow so I wouldnt feel bad at that it's just the duration spent on such things. In short I'd like to be able to do just the same activities I would do in my average day (without getting sidetracked with frivolous pursuits) but just enjoy them more on stims.
Any tips?
A couple of things I've thought of.
I planned on taking a lower dose than I have in the past, and Im not the type who has problems with redosing if I don't want to, so this alone will likely help me keep a semblance of reason. My higher doses in the past were mainly due to ignorance and not knowing when the drugs have taken full effects and being impatient. Many follies in this department have now tempered such foolhardy behavior.
Second is I will have benzos in. I've read ppl say what a great combo stims (amps which is what will be in question here) and benzos are so Im debating taking a small bit of etiz, maybe .5mg if I feel the horniness rising to a distracting level.
Also I will try actually resolving to doing something productive. In the past I tried a bit but didnt really try and discipline myself not to. Maybe itll get easier like habit. Also another easy way would be to just leave my house lol as the opportunity to do so would greatly decrease then.
