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Tips and tricks for resisting the needle.

tommy34

tommy34

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Hey everyone, not sure if this is TDS material. I found someone who sells pharms tonight by accident which was a nice surprise because I've been searching for ages. So I got some dexies, not sure why but they were cheap and he said he can get oxys which I have wanted to try for ages. When I was driving home I found myself thinking about getting some oxys and a sharps kit and slamming them. I realise how stupid this is, I'm not a habitual opiate user and I could imagine myself becoming one if I started getting oxys and especially if I slammed them. I just want to feel the rush so bad but I know there is a high potential of ruining my life. For the first time in my adult life I really feel like I'm going somewhere that I can be proud off and I don't want to fuck it all up now just because of curiosity. Does anyone have any good sugestions for resisting the temptation?

Cheers
Tom
 
Stay away from wet places and wet faces. Dont put yourself in harms way..


Just dont use, simple advice

No ones gonna be able to give you a magic answer here. You probably learned the answer to this question in 1st grade, think back im sure you can figure this out.
 
Tom just snort it the first time. Honestly, if you get op then just chew it up or put it in a can of coke for the night. I would not slam anything! You wont come back :(.
 
i can honestly say that you won't regret NOT doing something like slamming. in all my years of doing every drug out there, i've only put a needle in my arm once, and i nearly died, went into convulsions, seized-up, really scarey shit.
also, my brother, who was also my best friend my whole life, died after contracting hep C, and never got the necessary liver transplant in order for him to live.
surely there are those on here who are IV users, and wouldn't do drugs any other way, thinking that it's a waste to do them any other way. but i'd be willing to bet that if they could go back and erase time, and start over, they'd never do it. so, like you said, you've a lot to live for...that's great, so why take a chance with something that could kill you so easily, or at least screw up your life? who needs that monkey on their back? good luck to ya whatever you decide. remember curiousity and the cat???
 
Machoki put it well just don't start in the first place. Thr drugs themselves can really take a toll on your life but through in the needle and that could be the coup de grace so to speak. Really the needle can complicate using there's so many things that can go wrong to ruin an otherwise good rush.

Most people have enough of a problem maintaining a drug habit along side their everyday lives. Out of everyone I know, myself is the only one that can keep IV use, along with feneral drug use out of the realm of dependence and hardcore addictuon...
 
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Don't buy a needle and don't use any that you don't buy/ get from an exchange since you don't know where they've been. Pretty simple.
 
A lot of people find there is no rush with oxycodone - it has a high oral BA so taking it orally would last the longest.

IVing tablets is really unhealthy without using a micron filter - so imagine yourself being healthier without IVing and you'll be happy. :)
 
I had a great quote for you, tommy34, but I can't find it now!

So, to paraphrase said great quote, from a medical person of sorts:

I don't need to write pages and pages on drug abuse, just one sentence: if you learn to tolerate your feelings you can overcome any addiction. Addiction is a way to tolerate intolerable feelings, this strategy begins in childhood and can stem from mental illness, neurological issues and/or abuse/trauma.

If that makes any sense to you, maybe you can focus on positive ways of coping with the new stress of your happy life - like running, hobbies, social activities, etc. Instead of shooting up a drug for the fuck of it.

Take care. <3
 
Thanks! :) Not that I know how to live that or anything -- tolerating intolerable feelings is a hard thing to do.

But, OP sounds so happy to just start trying to destroy self...
 
dont do it!! trust me please, dont!! i know for a fact my life would have been going in good positive directions if i wouldnt have picked it up. its so not worth it, dont give into your curiosity, youll be fucked!!
 
by your own words this is the first time in your adult life you're headed in a good direction, doing something you can be proud of... there is nothing about i.v. oxy worth the bother.
many times expectations far exceed the reality.
-izzy
 
tommy34 said:
Hey everyone, not sure if this is TDS material. I found someone who sells pharms tonight by accident which was a nice surprise because I've been searching for ages. So I got some dexies, not sure why but they were cheap and he said he can get oxys which I have wanted to try for ages. When I was driving home I found myself thinking about getting some oxys and a sharps kit and slamming them. I realise how stupid this is, I'm not a habitual opiate user and I could imagine myself becoming one if I started getting oxys and especially if I slammed them. I just want to feel the rush so bad but I know there is a high potential of ruining my life. For the first time in my adult life I really feel like I'm going somewhere that I can be proud off and I don't want to fuck it all up now just because of curiosity. Does anyone have any good sugestions for resisting the temptation?

Cheers
Tom
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Well Tom, I hate needles with a passion & cringe if I have to give blood for blood work or whatever. I hate needles like some people hate snakes. When I watch movies with addicts shooting up, I cringe when watching the needle enter their arm but thats not the biggest deterrent. The biggest deterrent is what happens to the addicts & their lifestyle after they begin on that road. Not to say you cant ruin your life on drugs w/o needles because there are many cases.

The needle may be taboo & looked down upon but I just cant get my mind over the fact of sticking myself with a sharp needle every time I wanna get high (cringing)
 
I wonder if any of these helped!??

I'm so curious -- just typing into a vacuum some days - maybe it makes a difference, maybe missed the mark.
 
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