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Time machine

rickolasnice said:
Fuck the past. What's done is done, just leave it alone, and don't regret it.
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but sometimes some things turn into dumb things and that's when you put your foot down;)

i'd go back to where i would quite often be holding onto up to 500 mdma/mda pills at a time and put aside, at the very minimum, 50 of each print which were those unforgettable ones. i'd be holding up to a few thousand top notch biccies :D all instead of frying my brain and turning to IV methamphetamines which in turn i'd never have gone on to start fucking around with all way too often.

so yeah - collect the wicked biccies and avoid my chronic IV meth addiction.
 
id go get some of them cocaine vials from the begining of the 20 th century and stock up in them and diamorphine. Id visit some ancient empires,rome,greece,etc. And lol when i would have no money id go back and forth, go back to when i had some get some and then come back. But i would not change anything i took, except that white motorolla pice of shit that still has me fucked up . Drugs made who i am today,i aint changing that
 
If I were to go back in time, I wouldn't change a thing. My addiction to cocaine was heavy and I got through it without rehab. I still use coke like 1x a month but its better than smoking 3 grams of crack every single night. Spent enough money on coke to buy a fucking mustang convertible. But it made me who I am today, so I don't think I'd change anything :)
 
That's a super tough question. I wouldn't go back and not do drugs, but I'd go back and do them differently.

First off I wouldn't have started with Crystal Meth as the second drug I put in my body (3 weeks after I took my first hit of pot). Meth did teach me to have confidence in myself and I learned to walk up to a stranger and make a friend, but at the same time I did some damage to my body and developed potentially life-time habits that will be very hard to break.

I wouldn't have done DXM. I would never have used a needle. I would never have introduced any one to Heroin, that still haunts my soul.

And I would have gone to a doctor back in late middle-school / early high-school to deal with my anxiety/insomnia/depression issues, rather than learn to self medicate with copious amounts of opiates and benzos. I truly wish I had learned to use benzos responsibly, because a legit script would really make my life a lot more manageable; while my current lifestyle involves me finding them when I can and binging on them when I have them. That, and my 10 year opiate habit makes doctors refuse to prescribe benzos to me.

Pandora's Box man.

You bought the ticket; take the ride.

Etc.

Edit: The only two drugs that I think have had a large and positive impact on my life are Marijuana and DMT. Opiates are the class I can't figure out. When I'm living in my opiate addiction (which is 99% of the time) I am in prison. It may be a gilded cage; but it is still a cage.

As some one said earlier, drugs made me the man I am today, but I would certainly have treated them with more caution and reverence.
 
i wouldn't change anything, even the hard time when i was on the streets and had no one. the life i have now is as perfect as it will ever get, and i know this.
 
Further thinking upon the question has led me to this answer: I would go back to the 1970's and buy a fucking barrel of 'ludes. Then I'd go back to the turn of the 1900 century and do the same with laudanum.
 
No, actually I think I'd go back to when I got my last prescription of Hydros, binge, go back again, binge again, etc.
 
If I had a time machine I wouldn't change anything about my past. If anything I would teleport to the sandoz labs in the 60s and bring back a couple grams of LSD powder. What I would do first though, (if time is really linear), would be to go and explore the future for drugs of interest.
I am sure that there would be a massive amount of novel compounds invented between now and 9013, and imagine reverse engineering one to fit todays lifestyle. I am drooling just thinking about it. :)
 
Drugs changed me, for good. I like who I've become, I became more outgoing, more confident, and just happier with myself in general. I hate to say this, but if I haven't started taking drugs I'd probably be dead by now. I wouldn't go back and stop myself.
 
I have faith that if I go far enough into the future, all of my current problems will have a ridiculously simple solution to them. I have this philosophy of looking back at history as little as possible, what's done is done and when I did it I thought it was a good idea/necessity, I value all lessons learned from that and try to move on. I don't want to go back to make my life easy as hell either, through struggle comes progress, per aspera ad astra and so on...

Right NOW is what is important.
 
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