dexingpotsmoker
Bluelighter
It's just like always.
When just for once.
Down this hallway.
Im still a dunce.
What happened to those months
What happened to those days.
I played with fiery blunts
I caught a wicked haze.
I learned shit's gonna last a while.
And this isnt a little faze
I watched the red burned tile.
In a quadruple digit daze.
I lost one too many nights of sleep.
Doing close to nothing at all.
Staring out that window creep.
On the edge, about to fall.
I dreampt stupid dickwad dreams,
about one too many goals.
I learned nothing is as it seems.
and Smoked one too many foils.
I saw all the old folk
Watching me as they do.
They hope its all a joke.
And wonder what happened to you.
I say a lot of nothing and explain with tortured eyes.
Its just a litte something, thats sticking in my thigh.
A reddened bloodstained Tranquelizer dart.
Shot from above, down into my heart.
That tears peice by wretched peice.
My common sense apart.
That's it, Im out, so far out on lease.
Don't tell me I need to quit
Cause its holding me together.
Without it I just cant help but sit
and ooz a blackened fester.
Can't reason, cant complain
Can't justifty
This treason, My campaign
This stupid lie.
It's ok. I'll just put off all these reposibilities til tomorrow.
Toke away, Im happy conforming to my comfy hollow.
Exhale....
Just kidding.
Inhale.
Im only fibbing.
Everything is good.
Just chilling.
Just like it should.
Time killing.
When just for once.
Down this hallway.
Im still a dunce.
What happened to those months
What happened to those days.
I played with fiery blunts
I caught a wicked haze.
I learned shit's gonna last a while.
And this isnt a little faze
I watched the red burned tile.
In a quadruple digit daze.
I lost one too many nights of sleep.
Doing close to nothing at all.
Staring out that window creep.
On the edge, about to fall.
I dreampt stupid dickwad dreams,
about one too many goals.
I learned nothing is as it seems.
and Smoked one too many foils.
I saw all the old folk
Watching me as they do.
They hope its all a joke.
And wonder what happened to you.
I say a lot of nothing and explain with tortured eyes.
Its just a litte something, thats sticking in my thigh.
A reddened bloodstained Tranquelizer dart.
Shot from above, down into my heart.
That tears peice by wretched peice.
My common sense apart.
That's it, Im out, so far out on lease.
Don't tell me I need to quit
Cause its holding me together.
Without it I just cant help but sit
and ooz a blackened fester.
Can't reason, cant complain
Can't justifty
This treason, My campaign
This stupid lie.
It's ok. I'll just put off all these reposibilities til tomorrow.
Toke away, Im happy conforming to my comfy hollow.
Exhale....
Just kidding.
Inhale.
Im only fibbing.
Everything is good.
Just chilling.
Just like it should.
Time killing.
