Sup TDS.
Well, since the last time I saw you, I kicked methamp, stopped hanging around with some rather unsavoury people, paid off a lot of people (thanks girlfriend, I owe my life to her), fixed my anxiety and am getting ready to hit the books at University once more.
But you see, there's one last addiction I need to kick: smoking. I'm worried about how deep I am into it, I've been smoking less than a year with various amounts, but currently am at about 5 cigs a day.
I roll my own, which is neither here nor there I guess. I've been thinking about this for a long while, it's no spur of the moment thing, and I know it's the right time...
I'm doing it mainly for my health. I'm a chronic asthmatic (was an apnea baby as a child, have died on my parents far too many times), and my peak flow is about 400 at the moment: terrible for a male my age (20).
Now, I know I'm addicted, but I don't know how bad. At least when I kicked Oxy it was a known thing: I knew how bad it was going to get, I knew how long it should last for, I knew how to plan for it. Meth was easier, I just kicked that fucker good and proper. I've even indulged since, once, at a festival, but didn't spiral: nor even WANT to!
What am I in for? I forsee being a grumpy motherfucker for a while, a hell of a cough while my lungs return to normal, and being able to breathe properly... how long can I expect this shit to last?
I've printed out a calendar: I've marked today on it as the 3 cigarettes I've had, tomorrow as down to 2, and the 1st as down to 1. Then on that day, I throw my tobacco away, purge my house of any smoking paraphernalia, and ride this fucker out.
Any tips/advice/support?
Well, since the last time I saw you, I kicked methamp, stopped hanging around with some rather unsavoury people, paid off a lot of people (thanks girlfriend, I owe my life to her), fixed my anxiety and am getting ready to hit the books at University once more.
But you see, there's one last addiction I need to kick: smoking. I'm worried about how deep I am into it, I've been smoking less than a year with various amounts, but currently am at about 5 cigs a day.
I roll my own, which is neither here nor there I guess. I've been thinking about this for a long while, it's no spur of the moment thing, and I know it's the right time...
I'm doing it mainly for my health. I'm a chronic asthmatic (was an apnea baby as a child, have died on my parents far too many times), and my peak flow is about 400 at the moment: terrible for a male my age (20).
Now, I know I'm addicted, but I don't know how bad. At least when I kicked Oxy it was a known thing: I knew how bad it was going to get, I knew how long it should last for, I knew how to plan for it. Meth was easier, I just kicked that fucker good and proper. I've even indulged since, once, at a festival, but didn't spiral: nor even WANT to!
What am I in for? I forsee being a grumpy motherfucker for a while, a hell of a cough while my lungs return to normal, and being able to breathe properly... how long can I expect this shit to last?

I've printed out a calendar: I've marked today on it as the 3 cigarettes I've had, tomorrow as down to 2, and the 1st as down to 1. Then on that day, I throw my tobacco away, purge my house of any smoking paraphernalia, and ride this fucker out.
Any tips/advice/support?
