sekio
Bluelight Crew
Holy. Ratfucking. Christ.
That is all.
More info to come.
That is all.
More info to come.
I tried it years ago. Orally and intravenous.
Big catch is that what I tried was the veterinary formulation of it called telazol, which contains the benzodiazepine zolazepam. So my memory of its effects were altered. Seemed to alter vision more than ketamine. And i recall a hangover of some sort.
I think tiletamine sounds interesting too but I would personally guess a benzodiazepine could change it significantly in the ways I care most about, like trippiness and also mania. I bet on its own is pretty different.
The other veterinary injectable I used alot of was butorphanol (stadol). It is a mixed MOR agonist-antagonist opioid, with some KOR affinity, so its a pretty dirty feeling drug, but I found it pleasurable enough to use it. Plus, it is heavily used in veterinary medicine, and comes in big bottles, so it was easy to divert. A very weird trippy high. When injected it felt like simultaneously taking a shot of morphine and a bong of salvia. Kind of a cruel drug to give an animal in pain that is already disoriented in a strange place. But it isn't entirely unenjoyable.
The problem with sampling these rare drugs (like tiletamine or pentobarbital) in these compounded forms is that you never really know what said drugs actually feel like given the active compounded agent.
There are a few interesting reports in the Erowid experience vault: https://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.cgi?A=Search&S1=167&Sub1=tiletamine
Yeah, I like this one.
Glad to hear from you, and glad to hear that you are okay.The material involved is indeed pure tiletamine HCl without zolazepam.
Somewhat foolishly I ended up doing IM doses of 25-50mg, which was way too much in retrospect. Combined with redosing every 4-6h and also the whole being paraplegic in a hospital bed (been here for about 7mos now), I had a bit of a mental breakdown, lost the plot, generally went bonkers (as bonkers as possible when 2/3 your body refuses to work). As a result I got a whack of haldol, loxapine, etc. and for some genius reason was taken off the 0.5mg bid clonazepam (for chronic spasticity), which then caused a rebound episode of behaving like a lunatic (I don't recall this round though). Because benzo withdrawal is just what I needed.
What's ironic is the psych/addictions doctor sent to deal with the fallout, who you would traditionally expect to deliver the standard "drugs are bad and drug use is bad and you should feel bad for wanting to use drugs" instead went kind of like:
Doc: What happen?
sekio: I did way too much tiletamine and lost the plot.
[discussion on the pharmacology of said drug: surprisingly he recognizes the relative safety of ketamine (excl. bladder damage)]
Doc: Well, uh, the next time you want to use tiletamine at least let the nurses know? And don't do so much?
On a much more positive note, tiletamine is a big bag of dissociative goodness. Seems to cause less speech clipping and motor disturbances than ketamine. Quite a bit more stimulating. I'd compare it to a much more potent mg-for-mg cousin of MXE for those who remember it. Chemically speaking it is the thienyl analogue of O-PCE so I expect similar doses and effects.
It's so good it's to the point I want to do it again, but both a lack of funds and a deference to the sanity of the medical staff taking care of me are stopping me at the moment. Though it does help with the ennui a lot...